Who here too weak for life? >tfw extremely sensitive >tfw

>>34797198
sounds just like me, like exactly

>>34797297
Are you a virgin though?

vgblox

>>34797198
I do the first two a lot, a few rude words can easily ruin my day. Groups of people absolutely terrify me, especially ones with my peers.

Confrontation is a big no-no, I either have to hold back tears or I cross my arms and steam like an angry child.

>>34797297
No but I was a fat glasses wearing nerd until my midteens, only dated for the first time at 19, lost my v-card at 21, I'm now 25 and been sexually involved with only two girls (both long terms) tho I've had a few other gf's, I've been alone since Oct tho

>>34797435
>dated for the first time at 19, lost my v-card at 21, I'm now 25 and been sexually involved with only two girls (both long terms) tho I've had a few other gf's, I've been alone since Oct tho


Please fuck off. You fucking ruin this board with your normalfaggotry. This place ISN'T for YOU.

>>34797198
You need to reduce the negative stuff. Porn. Fapping. Bad substances. Etc.
Learn more things. Find interests.
It can take a long time to shore up your mind. Certain chemicals might assist.

>>34797492

>bbbbbbbut my hugbox

>>34797520
>Porn.Fapping.

How else are robots supposed to release their autistic tension?

>>34797492
Ugh, my life's totally not normal, besides everything in the OP applies to me, even a worse i don't have any irl friends, no job, and I've dropped out of grad school, my cars old (04 Passat), and I've got like $5 in the bank, believe me I'm no Norman

All of those are fairly common and can be addressed and remedied through cognitive behavioral therapy
I'm serious.

>>34797691
It's far too late for that. The regret becomes so powerful past a certain point that nothing can remedy it. All those lost opportunities. All that youth wasted. What's the point?

This is why we need arranged marriages.

>>34797740
>it's too late for that
https://youtu.be/lL2ZwXj1tXM

>>34797740
It's not easy to let go of regret, but it's possible, and you will be stronger on the other side.

>>34797198
I've got three words for you:
DEE
EYE
EEE

>>34797691
Can't afford it. Definitely need it, but cannot afford it.

RIP

>>34797198
This is pretty much me. I'm diagnosed Borderline also, which does not help whatsoever.

>>34797767

YOU:

WHY ABORTIONS SHOULDNT BE LIMITED TO THE WOMB

>>34797816
You must be in the UK or another of the third world nations

Because here, where we have brains

The American Psychiatric Association stopped recognizing borderline personality disorder in 2011

It was never an actual psychiatric disorder to begin with

It was always just a behavioral disorder

meaning you simply allow yourself to behave like a little pussy ass bitch fuckboy

>>34797787
Medicaid?
Britfag healthcare?
If you make peanuts, many places will take you without insurance and waive or heavily reduce your costs based on income.

>>34797740
I've got four words for you :

ESS
TEE
EFF
YOU

>>34797873
British healthcare doesn't really cover mental health issues, unless you're admitted to a psychiatric unit.

>>34797873
Canadian. Currently healthcare goes through parents so unless I want to let them know I need therapy I'm fucked.

>>34797920
Why won't you let your parents know you need therapy? They're not Amerilards, so I have a hard time believing they're retards that don't believe in mental healthcare.

>>34797691
I always lie to psychiatrists, it's counterproductive but I can't help it.
I also have an incredibly hard time getting myself to even go see a doctor.
I'm finished, I'm basically okay with that.

>>34797861
It is manageable, certainly. But it is a very, very steep hill to climb. Every emotion is like being pulled apart by horses, you have no grounded sense of self and your motivations waver and differ on the turn of a dime. You are biologically programmed, or trained through childhood and adolescence, to be as compulsive, repulsive, contrarian and histrionic as possible. It is still a detriment towards self-improvement, whatever way you look at it. What pertains more to "self" than personality?

t;dr - I agree that it's a personality disorder and that it is manageable, but it still stands that it's another hurdle to overcome. A very broad one.

>>34797873
I'm not sure how they do things in Great Britain.... Why would I ?...

(I'm heterosexual, so I don't live there)

But since all of these symptoms add up to nothing more than simple behavioral disorders, none of them having anything whatsoever to do with actual organic psychiatric disorders, I would find it highly doubtful that any government is willing to pay money to allow a poopy diaper little baby boy to drain their system in an effort to cure them of a behavior that they can simply stop all by themselves.

Again... These are not actual psychiatric disorders

This is nothing more than a behavior called 'cowardice'

And it doesn't matter who pays for what psychotherapy...

If these little cowards aren't willing to modify their behavior, nothing is going to do it for them

>tfw broke my anus with a champagne

I havent even gone to the doctor, I googled internal prolapse, and many of the people responding says surgery makes it worse, or even colostomy bag.

I shoved stuff up my ass since childhood, the champagne bottle up my ass ruined my life I hate being alive i dont see any way out ofthis other than suicide.

I can feel the internal anus flop around, sunken on my sphincter.

I did get some electric kegels but i dont know if its too late

>tl:dr broken rectum feels.

>>34797948
As retarded as it sounds, they're the reason I need therapy because they used to be very emotionally/physically abusive to me as a kid, but they've changed now so I don't want to hurt them by bringing it up and fuck up our new family dynamic.

>>34797959
>I can't help it
Unless you do not realize you're lying until you've left the office, I don't believe this. You can stop lying, but choose not to.
It's a difficult choice to make, so I would encourage you to write out your thoughts before going in and prefacing it with a statement about you having a tendency to lie when asked questions directly. You're not going to lie to the monitor when you write it, are you?

>>34797989
HINT:

I know exactly what it is and I know how complicated or simple it is

I know that you're making a very simple matter extremely complicated, but that's the technique that's always used by people who want to make themselves look like the victim

I'm not buying it... I'm not falling for it not even for a minute

Look in the mirror.

Even you won't buy it.

You know this is bullshit just as much as I do

Hurdle, my ass

>>34797996
You're not going to make it worse. They have to know what they were doing might have hurt you mentally.
If they are truly changed, it will hurt them, and they will be remorseful and depressed, but they won't prevent you from getting help nor will they regress back into abuse.

>>34797861
>The American Psychiatric Association stopped recognizing borderline personality disorder in 2011
Really? Because they still have mentions of it on their website alongside all the other personality disorders, and I can't find any mention in news or journals that they stopped recognizing it.

It sounds to me like you don't really understand what a "personality disorder" is.

>>34798064
What you are saying right now is tantamount to saying "I know the specific circumstances that each and every person afflicted, self-diagnosed or otherwise (because you could divine that too, naturally), with this personality disorder has endured, and I perceive each and every one of their problems to be "simple" made "complicated" for the sake of.... whatever. I know the solution to every single person's problems."

You are uninformed, but not entirely incorrect in your assumption that BPD sufferers are liars. Some are also compulsive truth-tellers, to near-autistic extents (because as you'd already know, BPD, and many personality disorders, share conflicting co-morbidities with other illnesses).

>>34798075
I just can't do it. They're the vast majority of my meaningful social interaction and it goes something like this.

I pretend to be happy by using a lot of humor and don't bring up what they did in the past. Because of this they get to pretend that they did a great job as parents and didn't fuck me up mentally. We both get to pretend that we're an almost normal family and it's what keeps everyone functioning.

Me being willing to do this is literally the only reason my family is remotely functional and why my little brothers get to have a semi normal childhood. The more I do it, the more normalized my parents become and the more likely for my little brothers to make it out intact is. If I all of a sudden start acting wierd, depressed or start needing therapy then everything comes tumbling down.

They absolutely cannot know that I need therapy. I'll be fine, I can survive without it.

>>34798029
>You're not going to lie to the monitor when you write it, are you?
Maybe.
>"A man is his own easiest dupe, for what he wishes to be true he generally believes to be true."
>t. Demosthenes

>>34798183
I think you're assuming telling your parents that you need treatment is going to have a much greater effect than it actually will. If you're extremely concerned, then lie and say it's because social anxiety. Say you don't want to see a psychiatrist because you want to solve it without drugs.

>>34798261
Not gonna happen, I'd literally rather do anything other than tell them that I need therapy. It'd ruin the relationship I've managed to create with them and what little social interaction I still have.

Unless I can find some way to get therapy without them finding out it's simply not happening. They'll know it's not social anxiety because I don't have social anxiety, they know I can be very charismatic/funny.

Right now we just pretend we're a normal family and they don't bother me about not working or having a real job or try to abuse or control me or any of that shit. It's all I've got left to hang onto. I probably won't even need therapy anyway. I've got a plan to fix myself without it.