When was the exact moment you gave up on your dreams, and realized you'd never be good enough to do what you really wanted to?
>>34796103
I did not.
I dont really have dreams.
If I would win a jackpot filled with 90million dollar, amost nothing would change.
Maybe I would get a house and stop working.
But I would still do nothing and wither away.
I never had dreams, I was defective from the very beginning.
>>34796404
you had dreams once anon, don't lie.
>>34796518
Well, not really.
What should I dream of?
Beeing rich?
No, It would change nothing and I would probably overdose on drugs within the first year.
Getting a gf?
No, I cant trust anyone.
It would be nice to finally have sex... But I dont dream of that.
I can't say in particular when. It's a never ending cycle of getting my hopes up and then seeing them die. HOW DO I STOP DREAMING?! HOW DO I LET GO?!
>>34796103
I have never gave up on my dreams cause i have none.
life is shit, dreams never comes true, why torture yourself anon over a trivial matter ?