>27 years old
>extremely avoidant
>destroy everything i love
>completely empty
>go months at a time without working, and jobs only last half a year at most
>no motivation to find a career or move away from home
Give me one good reason not to die. Also, general AvPD/schizoid thread.
Probably because you are a huge failure and would just fuck that up.
>>34792435
Damn, yeah. I have actually failed once before. Good call.
>>34792360
Wow are you me unironically posting
Surely there must be simple pleasures in life like eating or drinking. You can live for yourself.
>>34792466
Yes, we may be the same person. Please tell me your feels. I'm going to be here for a while.
>>34792487
Started drinking right now because I can't sleep. I rarely sleep. Also living for myself is only doable until I have to pay bills. I still have people to help, even if I'm a worthless fuck-up 99% of the time...
There's no memes on the other side
Is it possible to get autismbux if you're schizoid and an autist? I am honestly thinking of becoming a vagrant otherwise
>>34792523
Memes are pretty great, anon. What do dead people even do for fun? Do they even have skeleton memes in the afterlife?
>>34792548
>becoming a vagrant otherwise
That's exactly what I've been thinking.
I'm not sure how much they'll buy the schizoid aspect, as that doesn't end up necessarily impeding basic functionality. You would have to play up the autism aspect quite a bit, probably throw some depression in there, and kind of prove that you're just incapable of functioning in general society no matter what you've tried.
>>34792618
Where are you from famalam?
original
>>34792618
Arizona. I know some relatively non-autistic people who have autismbux in Europe, but apparently their mental health system is a little more lax.
>>34792630
>>34792675
Sorry, I meant that for you of course.
If you don't have avpd, spd, or autism you're not really a robot you're just a normie playing pretend