Let's take a moment to just recall all of the things we'll never get to experience.
I'll start.
My high school prom, i was girlless and decided to just not go and everyone else told me how great of a time it was
Having someone tell me they like me/want to go out with me
>>34784187
I did this the other night after me and her watched Drive together. She let me play with her hair :3
Prom, having friends to do stuff with, fitting in.
>>34784187
Having a girl, any girl, look at you like this
>>34784187
Having a qt high school girlfriend to kiss by the lockers and hold hands between classes
Fitting in with the athletic people
Being part of a social circle instead of always being on the periphery
Being part of a band even though I play guitar because nobody wants to spend too much time around me
High school parties
Driving in high school
Hopefully college is better...
>>34784492
That feel when even if they do they will literally be lying to you and settling for less. At best, AT BEST the absolute maximum you can hope for is they will really like you as a person enough to tolerate having sex with your ugly ass and being seen in public with you but they will never be proud to be with you. Never show you off. Never be super excited about you. And never be genuinely turned on by your appearance.
having a girlfriend in high school.
prom seemed boring to me. i worked at a place that had proms i gave away cotton candy as a carnival theme.
>>34784187
Any female contact other than holding hands on church
>>34784187
Even If I do get a gf I'll never know how if feels to feel safe and sound being a little spoon.
>>34784958
sauce babe
>>34784187
I can't even imagine that much bodily contact with another person, that much closeness and intimacy.
I still flinch when somebody accidentally brushes against me.
I need human contact so badly it physically hurts, but at the same time, the idea makes me uncomfortable.
>>34784187
having a qt grade school crush who would tease you at recess and end up being your first kiss long before normie high school relationshipswhich I also missed out on
>>34784977
https://exhentai.org/g/762680/b69ac74276/
>>34784187
>tfw can't even imagine people having this level of closeness
>>34784752
>>34784825
>>34784875
Stop
Entering this thread was a mistake
I don't want these feels