>tfw you're not the son your parents wanted >tfw your

>>34772496
You feel it too dont you?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i wanna die

My parents wanted me to be a doctor.

I even went to med school and dropped out. Worse feeling but recovering but we gotta move on. Parents are old and shitting know their diapers now. We are young.

>>34772496
What would you do if you were one of the parents.
If my son would be a failure i would still try to support him but i would want him to pursue a goal and as long as he is progressing and improving his life i would be alright with my beta fag son.

>>34772538
I can't stop feeling anon. It hurts..

>>34772556
Same. Expect I am doing Bachelors in Software Engineering and didn't dropped out. It's just that my GPA is really shit (2.2). And, I don't engage in normie activities like sports, clubs, or makings new friends, hanging out.

>>34772562
First of all. I would NEVER have kids because, deep inside I know I am going to be a bad father and have shit influence on my son.

They spent >200,000 sending me to school.
I play poker and make training site videos.
What a joke.

I know that feel OP.

>be me Parent
>work hard my ass off to support family
>son a depressed weeb beta faggot who masturbates to chinese cartoons every day can't get his shit together
>feel like wasting money in a Casino except you'll losing all the time
>kill yourself

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>tfw I can't possibly let my parents down because they never believed in me in the first place

>>34772538
>>34772496
I die a little more everyday thinking about it. I'm about to dropout but they would just abandon me after I do it. I might as well try to maintain this 2.0 GPA and then go NEET until I kill myself.

>>34772773
Don't drop out anon. You'll be fucked. Trust me. Just try to pass the semesters. My GPA is also low. 2.2. It's not that hard to get a minimum GPA (At Least, for me). I just keep wasting my time shitposting on /r9k/, playing video games or watching anime. Then prepare for exams if they are 1 week later. My parents hate me for not getting a good GPA above 3.

I'm a direct result of how my parents raised me

whatever I am can be solidly blamed on their doing

I make no apologies or shame for their fuck ups

if they wanted someone successful they should've raised me more cruel and independent.

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>>34772496
what the fuck anon are you me
this is exactly me right now

If my parents wanted me to grow up to be somebody, they shouldn't have beaten, shamed and ridiculed me constantly. At this point I'm a NEET mostly out of spite. I can't wait for them to die, but until that moment comes, I'll do what I can do make their life hell, which is all they deserve.

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>tfw you were never meant to save the world

>>34772496
If you are not the son they wanted become the daughter they always wanted. There is plenty of time to start HRT and become a trap with her boiclit locked in a cage.

>>34772870
What a pathetic sack of shit. I really hope you'll commit suicide.

>>34773229
lmao I'm perfectly secure in myself

it's you who is projecting and wants to kill himself

>>34773315
>I'm perfectly secure in myself
>If they wanted someone successful they should've raised me more cruel and independent

Typical NEET response. Get a job and make something of yourself you pathetic fucknut

>>34773428
and? that doesn't say anything about my current state.

you should go on and kill yourself already. you're just getting shit on this imageboard you retard faggot.

>>34773504
Yes it does. It says in your current state you're happy to transfer the culpability of being a purposeless and unmotivated failure onto your parents.

If you were secure in yourself you'd accept yourself as the sum of your decisions rather than your parents decisions.

But you're probably < 18

>>34773560
none of that means anything to me. you just look retarded with your projecting. kys you old loser.

>>34773620
KEK why is it that whenever someone mentions projecting it's they who're the ones projecting? Sorry I broke your hugbox hope things get better for you.

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>>34772496
It's only THEIR fault that you were raised up the wrong way.

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>>34772496
>parents selfishly bring another conscious being into a world of suffering
>either through their genetic code or their shitty parenting they raise a piece of shit
>they then give you shit for not turning out the way they expected

lmao feeling bad for your parents is such a normie thing to do, these fucks brought you into this shitty world, without your consent and then they put all kinds of expectations on you?
fuck that dude, live for yourself, not your parents, any time my parents give me shit I tell them I didn't ask to be born, which usually shuts them up

>>34772870
THIS

I am who I was raised to be, and I don't blame anyone for it (maybe the babysitter who molested me, but not my family)

I also don't have to please anyone (not even my parents)