>tfw used to be super fucking sad >suicide constantly on

no, you can't.
creativity mostly comes from pain/stress.
we are basically living the greek tragedy.

>>34766903
That's honestly so grim. I feel so empty right now, but it's not even a kind of sadness, it's just an empty feeling.

I'm sorry if I'm rambling, but I've lived my whole life by riding the extreme highs and lows of my emotions. I thought I could be a well-adjusted person by stabilizing my mood but it took away the only thing I was good at.

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>>34766507
OP pic reminds me of this pic

>>34767196
Brutal... I totally see it, though.

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>>34766507
Of all shitty things to spam, why choose this?

What are you trying to accomplish.

>>34767196
May the Lord Jesus Christ protect you and lead you to eternal life.

>>34768655
Me particularly? Or the poor fella that got demasked?

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>>34766507
YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL

>>34766507
Used to be bullied as a kid, depressed etc.

Read literally over a thousand books before finishing middle school, learning college level stuff in maths and physics etc. Also used to build tons of tree houses, draw and create things

Got more well adjusted socially over the course of HS, now about to graduate college.

These days I still have the bonus from having natural talent, but I simply don't have the motivation to learn and create anymore. Probably a combination of too much internet and getting closer to being a filthy normie

Bit conflicted about it desu, I'm probably happier now but am losing what really made me special.

Really can't have it all

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>>34768563
because it's a good and relateable topic

That's easy senpai, go depression max
>sleep during day or be awake as little as possible during day
>only go outside once a week if not less
>limit contact with others except 4chin
>only listen to drone metal
you should be depressed in no time