Let's talk about how shit our lives are
>Be in army
>Live at work on an isolated army base
>Spend all day and all evening with colleagues (we eat dinner together after work and then sit around until about 8-9pm, it's "socially expected" not to go to upstairs to your room early)
>They all dislike me
>Subject of constant teasing, mocking
>Arrived at the unit having failed a course, so had no confidence and just sat there quietly without talking much
>Whenever I did talk I always got shot down as the new guy who failed the course, to which I obviously had no comeback
>Confidence gradually crumbled - felt I couldn't even speak at all around these people
>Now they all look at me weirdly whenever I do talk
>I'm boring, I'm weird, I failed the course...and I am reminded of this (and constantly mocked) 24 hours a day, 7 days a week
>No friends outside the army, been seeing a girl but she's going to dump me this weekend
Just had to vent a bit. That is what we do here, after all. Please feel free to share
duly noted pal
>>34755193
Poor anon, what they do to tease and mock you?
>>34755193
the only solution is rape
>>34755970
Because I'm a sperg, I always say things that make everybody go "wat", I struggle to socialise, every time I talk I say something weird or stupid and then mentally kick myself for saying it
Basically I just do not fit in
>>34756166
Thats your fault then, stop saying retarded things why do you even try to socialise?