I cried myself to sleep earlier and just woke up about 20 minutes ago.
This is the first time I've done this along with it being the first time I've cried from personal sadness in many years. I was thinking about how alone I feel and how I'll never have a relationship, let alone a fulfilling, loving one.
I always have suicide on my mind, everyday but have never seriously considered it. I'm still not seriously considering it now but the outcome keeps getting more and more enticing.
So please tell me, is it only downhill from here? Or can I go back to being disconnected from the feelings that made this happen?
Where are you from, I'll look after you if you're near me
>>34720845
Midwest. I appreciate the offer but I've never been good at keeping contact with someone.
>>34720906
I'm NZ anyway
>TFW really need to take care of someone platonically
So tell me, what do you think the barriors to a relationship are?
>>34720805
how old are you opee
oreagon
>>34721226
tfw moving to Nz
tfw no qt kiwi to look for me
>>34721302
Are you OP?
Og