how's it feel knowing no one really cares about you and

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>>34713975
I don't know this feeling. Also stop using that picture wrong.

I don't really care
premeptiveblock

>>34714010
I don't know either which is why im laughing

>>34714089
What are you laughing at anon?

>>34714121
At people who are lonely and miserable

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>>34713975

Feels good man.
Coming here is like going to the zoo and seeing the wagemonkeys throwing me popcorn and claiming that their lives is better than mine.

>>34714206
You are no better than them anon.

I don't know whether to feel bad, or whether it was inevitable that my own (single) mother would hate my existence, and that other people would do their damnedest to avoid me, to the point of telling me in rude terms to stop talking to them. I don't know whether it points to the fundamentally selfish, superficial, and cruel nature of human beings that they reject me even though I am not rude to them or insult them, or whether there is something in me that is worthy of universal rejection. I don't know what it is that makes others reject me, but my hunch is that I have an inherently undesirable personality. However, I can't quite pinpoint exactly what about my personality makes repulsive to other human beings, and of course people will never tell me, probably because their aversion to me is based on subconscious rather than logical judgment. Even strangers are repulsed and unnerved by my presence.

>>34713975

It feels like it's my mother's fault, desu

I'm lonely of my own accord. not implying im happy, but it's not something im striving toward anywats

>>34714370
Yes anon keep just blaming other people and never yourself. I'm sure it will work out in the end.

>>34714291
I'll remember next time I'm with my loving family and take my soulmate gf out for Valentine's next week (:

>>34713975

How does it feel knowing I could knock you out in one punch and you couldn't do shit to stop me

>>34714340
You lack proper hygene. There.

>>34714571

>soulmate gf

you beta ass white boys say the faggiest shit I swear

>>34714630
CASH ME OUTSIDE


originamo

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>>34714571
Good for you anon. But you're most likely telling lies to make robots feel bad? No idea why a "happy" person would need to talk down to other people unless they feel dead inside.

>>34714425

It was her responsibility to make sure I had the right nutrition and lifestyle as a child to reach my full potential. Her actions led me to be developmentally stunted, and there's nothing I can do to fix it now. That damage lasts a lifetime.

>>34714638

I shower every morning and I brush my teeth at least once a day. It's not that. Even a report from my first year in school mentioned that I was a loner, and that's the way it has always been. There's something that has always been present in me that separates me from those who are able to socialize. I don't know what it is, but I'd like to know what it is so that I'm aware of exactly what it is about me that others find repulsive.

>>34714690
You're overanalyzing this. You're trying too hard now :^>

>>34714758
You're frighteningly clingy upon meeting people. Look up BPD.

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>>34714782
Sure I am mate. :^)

>>34713975

Wow that's a big boy!

>>34713975
Feels bretty gud famolini. Nobody can hurt me now, and i cant hurt anyone either.

>>34714812

I have no friends IRL and strangers get uncomfortable with me even when I make small talk. Aren't people with BPD usually attention-seeking? I prefer to avoid people and keep contact with them at an absolute minimal, because I've failed so much at socialisation that I don't even bother trying anymore. Relationships seem like emotional minefields to me. This is because I am a very, very passive person, and other people LOVE to take out their verbal aggression on me whenever they've had a bad day, or are stressed, or whatever motivates these people.

Even if I found someone that liked me, I don't even think that I'd want a relationship. It seems too time-consuming, too much of a hassle, and too emotionally expending.

>>34713975
I'll be honest it bothers me for a bit, but then I remember my 2dqts and stop caring

>know friend for years
>4 months ago they told me they never considered me a friend and then blocked me

haven't been the same since, shit sucks.