>mfw 19yo homeschooled Christian boy
>Mfw watching America becoming increasingly degenerate and gay
>Mfw I myself am a porn watching degenerate
>Mfw I want a smart maternal gf who can cook
>Modern culture increasingly discourages this
>Mfw I joined a electrician's trade school
>IBEW 480
>Drives 97 mi to work everyday
>Never goes out or talks to women
>My journeyman tells me about all the "good Christian girls" he fucked in high school
>Mfw I realize more and more everyday how degenerate everything is
>I'm a cartoon watching, book reading, game playing nerd
>Mfw I'm giving up on ever having maternal gf
Dont tell everyone on the internet what chapter you're in, you know how easy it would be to dox you?
>>34702513
>Mfw I'm giving up on ever having maternal gf
You can't give up on something you never tried.
Stop being a faggot and go talk to women.
>>34702596
Eh, *shrugs* I'm poor as fuck so...
>>34702513
So you're experiencing dissonance between the cartoon world you want to be living in, and the actual world you are living in? I can sympathize, but coming to grips with this is part of growing up. I think the real point is that everyone abhors complexity, and if they talk enough about how the world ought to be simple that'll make it so.
>>34702763
Not only that but being homeschooled isolates the sh-t out of you.
I always saw TV and heard stories of broken families and crap, but I thought that stuff was the exception, not the rule.
I'm glad my parents did it, God only knows how I would've turned out otherwise, but I'm so backwards compared to the world
>>34702513
I was also a homeschooled kid. If you want the kind of girl you describe you have to look at church. If you aren't going to church don't expect to find a girl who will meet your standards.
Also get married before 25/26 because after that point the girls you want will already be paired off and you can only date so many years younger than yourself.
>>34702637
I'm not good at starting conversation without sounding awkward as heck, but I have none to blame for that except myself, practice makes perfect I guess.
It also doesn't help that most women would think I'm a real weirdo with my childish interests, and any women that would appreciate them more than likely exists in the now-sjw-ridden geek culture that I used to admire