>born with Osteopetrosis
>broke bones in kindergarden (wheelchair)
>broke bones in elementary school (wheelchair)
>broke bones in highschool/college (wheelcair)
>broken hands
>broken arms
>broken ribs
>broken foot
>stopped counting broken fingers and toes cause they cant do shit about it in the hospital
but i miss being in a wheelchair, i miss being dependent, at the back of my mind i miss the security despite the pain,
gone through depression like waves and nightmares where i am back in hospital or falling and breaking again, waking up screaming/sweating
the duality of the horribility of the situation and my memmories with the sort of dark wish to be back in that situation truely does something to me,
ive struggled with this for years, talked to one doc but she was mostly dismissive
whats your diagnosis DR.R9K ?
am i fuckd? did spending most my childhood early teens in hospital cripple me socially? do i suffer from PTSD like symptoms? what you reckon
>>34662665
I thought that this was a Mr. Glass greentext at first.
What's the current state of your osteoporosis, anon?
>>34662705
its a constant as far as i know i mean ofcourse its gonna get worse as i get older im 22 right now but ive not broken any bones besides 2 toes in 8 years
although i may be experiencing anemia like symptons cold hands bad bloodflow etc due to the low reproduction of red blood cells due to bone stuff i dont really understand myself but ill have that checked out in 5 weeks
not really the disease itself although it does keep me from any physical stuff that may result in shock, like running but mostly the mental aspect
another proplem is the difficulty seeing new fractures, i tried drawing some of them in, here on a picture of my hip
how do i deal with this
Drink 2l of homogenized milk a day you fucking faggot
>>34664147
Too much liquid man
>>34664147
Why does it have to be homogenized?
>>34662665
Don't you drink fucking milk or at least take calcium supplements faggot? You should try to get metal bones like Hugh Jackman did since he kept breaking his bones. If this osteoporosis you have is entirely genetic then I would be in favour of having had you be euthanized after you were born.