>my parents think that I love my life and that I have tons

Literally in the same situation. They thought I'm doing good at my uni and all. It's not like I can just pour all my emotions out on them. I'm not going to kill myself though. I'm gonna make it all through these. You will too.

I want to kill myself badly. It's just that I love my parents and they love me, but I'm such a failure.

I've seen psychiatric patients who are uglier and profoundly fucked up with qt girlfriends who LOVE them, and I CANT MEET FUCKING ANYONE.

Fuck this life.

>>34662508
I dropped out of college. Same situation but my parents are catching on since I'm abusing drugs like it's my last day. It's likely demonic.

>tfw parents realize I don't have friends
>disappointed look in there eyes every Friday night when I'm still home
>they've done everything in their power to make me happy, but it wasn't enough

I can't imagine the pain that they are in, seeing their only child rot away like me.

>>34663536
It's their fault for making you