>start hanging out with old friends again
>ask to do things, do what they ask me to do, play games with them that they want, generally be a good and willing friend
>begin to remember what it was like to have friends
>can finally truthfully say i was "hanging out" over the weekend
>depression going away
>...two months later
>friends start a group text without me
>never respond to me when I send personal texts
>never send me invites for games anymore
Well, that was quick. It took 3 years for that to happen in high school.
Jesus christ don't fucking remind me
Why the fuck do they give you a taste of happiness? Is fucking everyone a sadistic fucker who feeds from my sadness.
>>34651104
Usually people have multiple sub-groups of friends
>>34652069
This
But I'll still take OP is a ugly fatso with a terrible behaviour
>>34651498
I know this feel senpai, it's worse when you go from one of the regulars to an outsider
>>31651498
Usually this scenario is that they gave you a chance and you're just a dick so they cut you off. Your 'taste of happiness'was an awkward slog for them
They were probably tired of your shit in some way or another.
>decide to not into friendships anymore
>be content with my solitude
>normals see this and bitch about me not being social
>tell them it's because i'm not good with people
>they say that's bullshit and continuously nag me to suggest friendship things with them
>finally gather up the courage to suggest general things like doing an outside friendship activity together
>they always decline
>because really the guys meant sex things
>and the girls meant being apart of their circlejerk, NOT doing something that isn't focused solely on them
>have a period of self-loathing
>decide to not into friendships anymore
Perhaps you were too willing to please, OP.