>tfw want friends >but get tired when talking to people

>>34643276
are all these conversations done online? its daunting talking just online, there is no personal interaction.

I've found listening to people is pretty interesting a lot of the time. I just think slow later I'll come up with something and think 'oh yeah that'd been funny to say' or something like that.
I get anxiety about starting conversations, not having them. Although now it seems like sometimes I get totally off track about what to say because I think about so many things I just don't know what to go with and sometimes shoot off something random or stutter thinking about what I'm talking about.

>>34643276
I know this feel. Why do peoples lips move? Why should i care? Tfw forever alone.

>>34643304
No irl too but in text it's even worse

I find myself rushing through conversations with the end in mind as my "goal" of the interaction

>>34643389
I also do this. Wtf is wrong with us?

>>34643424
I've found the stuttering thing is mostly because I'm still thinking about what I'm saying. As if I got 1/3 or 1/2 of it and started talking too quickly without thinking.

I think it's just so hard for me to socialise that I see it as a negative experience

I probably would find it fun if I was good at it