how do I find something in life to give a shit about?
>lazy throughout high school
>not even that smart so I got low Bs and Cs and didn't care
>lazy in everything I do
>don't have any hobbies
>have zero ambition
>sleep the day away
>no career ideas, or even fields of interest
>can't think of any job that I could hold and not half-ass from laziness
>can't have a conversation with anyone because I don't do anything ever
>not satisfied living like this but I can't think of anything that would be better
how the hell do I fix this, I'm such a stunted manchild and I'm going to end up dying young
I'm literally a non person
I feel a bit same here. My great hobby is shiposting
>>34642746
I am the same, I spend all my time on a computer but the only website I go on is 4chan
I used to be into video games and movies and stuff but I can barely focus on them anymore
I'm gonna join the army
I'm good at following orders so at least I'll get a stable paycheck and my family won't think of me as an utter failure
If I'm really lucky I'll get to die early, too
>>34642816
Maybe we're not made for it. I felt happy when I worked on a farm and outside without thinking and being sad. Feelings leave me, sometimes I just feel empty and with the only reamining great pleasure : the food.
U got dat yt guilt?
>>34643051
what
hello
I'm much the same
>26, barely passed high school
>neeted for three years after I graduated eventually forced to wageslave to keep living at home.
>switch jobs at least once a year because I'm flaky and have a tendency to just skip work if I don't feel like going.
>been fired for sheer incompetence three times
>female coworker complained about me to boss yesterday, saying I made inappropriate comments when I barely even open my mouth at work.
>probably just gonna quit, only been there two months but I just don't feel like fighting it.
>free time consists of vidya and chans, not even good at vidya.
>obviously never had a friend, much less a GF, KHV
I am the walking definition of a fuckup, don't turn out like me.
>>34643362
I'm taking your path.
>passed highschool with no idea about my future
>Try two degree in biology and agriculture
>fail and being a depressed manchild
>be in history degree without any idea about where it's going to lead me
I'll be an alcoholic and depressed wagecuck
There is no way out. You are a loser. You will die a loser. Either by your own hand, or a slow regretful death to old age.