I want to start taking pills but I feel like I would be embarrassed to tell my parents, and I don't really want to go to a doctor.
>>34640853
>I want to start taking pills
Why do you want to poison yourself?
>>34640892
I realized I have never been "comfortable" with my life. There's something obviously wrong with me mentally.
What kind of pills?
originalpills
The only pills you need are redpills
Do it. I'm going to be starting soon hopefully. Your parents don't need to know. You're a fucking adult.
>>34641014
>You're a fucking adult
About that.
>>34640853
>I would be embarrassed to tell my parents
Why?
>I don't really want to go to a doctor.
Why?
>>34640955
I also dont feel comfortable but that doesnt mean i'll become my fetish object.
>>34641082
I can't really explain it, you would just have to be me to get it I guess. I'm not just uncomfortable.
>>34641119
>I can't really explain it, you would just have to be me to get it I guess.
You can explain it. You're not going through anything someone else hasn't gone through before.Especially if >>34641039 is actually you
>>34641268
I never claimed to have "gone through anything".
>>34640973
This is important OP, do you mean antidepressants or what? Even then there's many different kinds with varying efficacies and side effects.
If you want to drug yourself un-autistic I would personally recommend taking nootropics (I find modafinal to be the best but there are many to choose from).
>>34641284
>I never claimed to have "gone through anything".
I don't mean any specific event, just that your general state of mind and/or whatever mental illnesses you may or may not have .
>>34641324
magnesium seems good, and something for bpd.
I take pills. I don't tell anyone about it and most of them are ordered from India, the only ones I get from a doctor are the Adderall and wellbutrin because they're harder to find. If you feel like you need drugs it's worth the effort. I used to stress about my blood pressure, but now I don't even think about it. 40mg Telmisartan and a baby aspirin every day. Doctors are really just gatekeepers to prevent people from accessing medical care. Fortunately the Internet has undermined a lot of their power, the only barrier left is drug laws and we'll hopefully see prohibition ended soon. If you can read you can fix 99% of your medical problems. If you do see a doctor look for a DO, they're much better than MDs. The DOs are the ones who want to promote health and help people, pretty much the polar opposite of MDs.
>>34640853
We need more traps in the world so I encourage you to start HRT now
>>34641039
Toppest of keks, OP.
Just wait a while. The teenage angst does go away.
>>34641485
What angst
>>34641527
>and something for bpd.
>What angst
>>34641721
Why is angst viewed as a negative thing? All people do is use it to mock other people.
>>34641832
Because it is a negative thing in literally every aspect apart from it's idealized poeticness
>>34642360
You're choosing to look at it that way. Do you know what the definition of the word is?