You try to find that special person Someone you can be with Someone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tectqamOkc

>>34625592
The hours, days, weekends
Ah, the weekend nights alone
Where were you?
In the basement?
In the attic?
In your room?
Just to have a place to put yourself
Just to have a way to get away from them
A chance to get away from the ones that made you feel
so strange and ill at ease inside yourself

>someone you won't feel so strange around

Fuck that hits home

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Did you ever get invited to one of their parties?
You sat and wondered if you would go or not,
For hours you imagined the scenarios that might transpire
>They would laugh at you
>If you would know what to do
>If you'd have the right things on
If they would notice that you came from a different planet

Did you get all brave in your thoughts?
Like you going to be able to go in there and deal with it, and have a great time.
Did you think that you might be the life of the party?
That all these people were gonna talk to you, and you would find out that you were wrong?
That you had a lot of friends, and you weren't so strange after all?

Did you end up going?
Did they mess with you?
Did they single you out?
Did you find out that you were invited because they
thought "you were soooo weird"?

I know you.

herro dankness my old fren

>>34626041
>Did you ever get invited to one of their parties?
>You sat and wondered if you would go or not,
>For hours you imagined the scenarios that might transpire
>>They would laugh at you
>>If you would know what to do
>>If you'd have the right things on
>If they would notice that you came from a different planet
>Did you get all brave in your thoughts?
>Like you going to be able to go in there and deal with it, and have a great time.
>Did you think that you might be the life of the party?
>That all these people were gonna talk to you, and you would find out that you were wrong?
>That you had a lot of friends, and you weren't so strange after all?
>Did you end up going?
>Did they mess with you?
>Did they single you out?
>Did you find out that you were invited because they
>thought "you were soooo weird"?
>I know you.
I'm sorry anon.

Even if I think I have friends, I always find some way to mess it up and make them sad.

My friends cooked a meal for my birthday and now we're just sad and drunk. I feel like it's a mistake to celebrate after all.

>>34625592
>You try to find that special person
no I don't

get the fuck off my board normie slime

>someone you won't feel so strange around
I am so accustomed with this feeling that if I were to be convinced that I was normal then I wouldn't know who I am anymore.
Being rejected so many times means I have built an identity around rejecting normie tastes and mores.
If someone were to love me, I would surely die.

>>34625592
I know that feel anon.

I hadnt heard this thing before. It, feels.

>>34626739

The question is do you want to attract normies?

>>34625592
>she exists
>we've met
>we dated
>she lives HUNDREDS OF MILES away
thanks God