>tfw on LSD and realising that the girl that i have a hug

Damn I'm not tripping but that's one of my favorite songs to nod out too

I too have an unattainable oneitis, I had multiple chances to at least get to know her but I was too anxious and now it's too late

>>34615873
She is giving me multiple chances. I guess you could say i got to "know" her. But it won't go further from that, because i'm terrible at talking.

I was ready to try my hardest to hate her, and then she stayed out of school for a week. Thought she had quit (it's a new class). I was relieved because i was no longer gonna feel the pain of knowing that she would never be mine. Then she came back, and now i'm more depressed then i have ever been.
Never knew that it was possible to feel actual pain just from feels.

Now i have to sit behind her in class everyday for the next 3 years.

She gave me chances to ask her to hang out (i think) but being the autist i am, i didnt do anything.

had a 10 minute conversation that ended like this
>her "so you doing anything cool after school anon?"
>me "nah.. you?"
>her "nah.."

Maybe i'm just delusional.. But it sounds like she wanted me to ask her to do something after school.
Probably just delusional.

WHEN WILL IT END

>>34615986
She did want you to ask her to hang out, you weren't being delusional. Go for it man, if you've already been improving yourself and you are what you say you are you will be fine. I'm in the same boat and got laid last night.

>>34616449
I have 0 confidence right now from being a fat weak loser for years.
But i have been lifting for 9 months now, and i just started with my cut (a cut is where you lose your fat so you can see your gainz)
after my cut, i will be confident again.

After my cut i will try my hardest.

I look much diffrent than i did 9 months ago, but i feel the same. Hopefully when i'm thin, i will feel human again.

tripping balls

>>34615986
>>34616579
She expects me to be a normal human being, but i just assume that she knows exactly what i'm like.

She doesn't know what a fat loser i used to be.
Yet i feel like she does.

I'm sitting here thinking about 10 minute conversations for DAYS, while she probably forgot about it, the moment the conversation ended.

If she wanted me to ask her to hang out, and i didn't, she probably thinks i'm not interested now anyways. It's over.

>>34615779
God, I fucking hate Cigarettes After Sex.

>>34616729
but why anon

original famalam