>tfw you can't kill yourself because you don't have the balls to make your cat an orphan
>tfw this is the only thing stopping you
the day my cat dies is the day i will die.
>>34600113
Where you at? I'll take care of your cat for you man.
>tfw Doggo is 18
>tfw I am 22
>tfw Mum is 55
>tfw Dad is 54
I think I have a serious lack of emotions. I don't know if I will feel bad. I didn't feel bad when our last two dogs died. I suppose when this one dies who is technically mine I'll know if I'm just being edgy or if I really stopped feeling emotions.
>tfw you're on so many levels of self-delusion you don't kill yourself
>>34600141
>live alone
>parents both died years ago
>dont have family
>little to no "friends"
>shit all over and destroyed the only relationship/other source of unconditional love I am ever going to experience
>don't really like myself whatsoever
>cat brah is only person I'd be walking away from
in the least egotistical way possible I am basically her entire world and can't take that away from her. she deserves more than that.
when she dies ill probably do the same
>>34600559
OP is likely this too. It's a cat. Put it in a shelter if you care that much.
>>34601016
>giving your cat to people who just hold a ton of cats in individual prison cells in a giant room full of screaming, pissing, shitting animals
>if you care that much
Do you realize what they do to cats who they don't find homes for?
>>34600113
Mines 11, going on 12 this year. She only has a few years left, so I'm going to try and make them as good for her as I can. Once she passes, I'm going to bury her in the forest where I found her, then lay my head on the train track that runs through the woods.
I attempted suicide last year, thinking the whole world was going to shit and there was nothing to live for.
I failed and I'm glad I did.
I would have missed the internet meming a man into the white house. You never know what's around the bend and hey it could actually be neat.
>>34600141
that's why I have two and replenish as necessary.
that cat is ugly
>live with mom and 10 cats, three are new kittens born last June
>mom has sick and probably doesn't have too long left.
>was planning was killing myself once she was gone but I also cannot bear the fact that my kitties would probably all be put down.
I wonder how long I can live off savings so I don't have to wageslave.
Please don't anon. My cat was keeping me here on earth. She was 15 and I had to put her to sleep a week ago. My home is empty and I have nobody to love me and nothing to keep me going.