Do you ever have a feeling something of a mixture of cruel unfairness,

>>34599347
Everyday. Oregeno

I feel like ive been molded for civil war since a young age and have always rebelled against it. Now that its nearly upon us, i regret never joining the army like my parents wanted

>>34599347
No.

Except, I do feel the last part.

>you feel it would be extremely easy for you to end up going the rest of your life without other people expressing any faint trace of interest in you, romantic or otherwise

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not really
i don't mind the way i am or turned out
im more angry at how it happened.

>>34599347
Yes.
Its my usual state of mind.

>>34599347
Not really, I mostly feel hate towards humanity (including myself) and the urge to commit suicide.

>>34599347
>Do you ever have a feeling something of a mixture of cruel unfairness, loneliness, and despair at how you were born and molded by your environment to become a person such that you have a sense of being completely and utterly valueless and unwanted to the extent that you feel it would be extremely easy for you to end up going the rest of your life without other people expressing any faint trace of interest in you, romantic or otherwise?
Yes but only because I am a spic

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if you dont use that as fuel to get to the top then you really should reevaluate your priorities.

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>>34599347
>being completely and utterly valueless and unwanted to the extent that you feel it would be extremely easy for you to end up going the rest of your life without other people expressing any faint trace of interest in you, romantic or otherwise?
Honestly I feel like I can't relate to anyone anymore, even other robots and people I talk to online who claim to be alone always end up talking about how they had friends and shit when they were younger. I've never even experienced that, I've been alone and an outsider for my whole life I've never anything going for me.

In other words, do I have poor self esteem? Yes. I done fucked up. I have years of stupid mistakes to fix. No criminal mistakes, but I still screwed up bigly.

>>34599398
Civil war was going to happen, but Hitler 2.0 lost the election, thankfully.