Starting another shameful confessions thread. Still feeling depressive.
Copypasta-ing mine
I broke two girls hearts. I hated one girl but not the other. I felt like an asshole for the girl i liked kind of but was incompatible with.
The other one, however, that was an ugly ordeal. I had thought it would feel good after she had backstabbed me to destroy her. She always had a crush on me and i knew it. After a year of silence and shunning from me i remember kissing her randomly and she asked me why and all i said was "so you will think about it all night. So you won't sleep." she was a virgin and pretty qt for a blonde, very christian though. Several times she had my cock in her hand, or I had her panties down and was rubbing it against her pussy but i never fucked her.
Near the end i let her walk in on me fucking her friend. I told her she meant nothing to me and it was all just a game. I told her she would always remember how easily i could have claimed her virginity. I showed her how meaningless her religious views really were on the matter of sex.
The last thing I said to her then was "what did you expect from me? You said it yourself when you wedged between (my ex) and me. You called me heartless."
I expected to feel good about ruining someone whose meddling contributed to a really bad year for me. In the end, i was unfulfilled. I didnt feel good. I felt like a monster.
She is not qt anymore, fat and unkempt and miserable. She isn't even christian now. It took 11 years for me to own up to my misdeed and apologize to her.
Seeing the pain I caused didnt feel good. It never satisfied me. All i feel about it is shame. Shame for what I was, what I did. I can never take it back. You try to tell yourself it is ok. That she deserved it. In the end though you dont even have the comfort of emptiness. It feels like a stain on your character that will never wash clean.
i really want you to fucking leave discord and kill yourself. this is my deepest confession.
>>34591636
Sorry you feel that way friendo. Would a cat cheer you up?
>>34591636
first post best post
original post goddamn fucking mute system
>>34591647
im begging you to fucking leave you piece of shit. go pm your little tranny some more if you want the attention that badly.
I fapped to fatman's wife's pictured and I like it
>>34591717
Look at all this salt. We could mine it to pay for a second coming of the roman empire.
>>34591541
i hope you get cancer and die you little normie shit.That is the deepest confession i every did.
i had a perfect submissive weeaboo mildly autistic 6/10 gf but i broke up with her because my friends and family made fun of her whne she wasn't around/didn't like her and i hadn't quite realized how undesirable i was so i thought i'd find someone else
she was my last relationshipi broke up with her in 2012
i miss her so much but i don't think she'd take me back even if i found a way to contact her
for all i know she's married by now, she was certainly clingy
>>34591872
No matter what almost everyone wonders whay might have been.
I assaulted a man with a pistol in reno for the sole purpose of watching him expire