Everything I've ordered for my perfect death has finally

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>>34575235
What's this process, anon? Elaborate

Wow. Just seeing that chart. They see everything horrible that you've done to yourself when you die.

>>34575248
12 grams of phenobarbital, almost a gram of heroin, and a quart of vodka. And I've been taking 10mg of motilium every eight hours for the past day or so to make sure I don't puke up my suicide cocktail.

It used to be 2 grams of heroin, but I got bored while waiting for the phenobarbital to arrive.

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>>34575235
Anon, would you like to talk?

>>34575352
Overdosing is for morons and is highly unreliable as a suicide method. That's why women always try it.

Also, you know, don't kill yourself, you have so much to live for, your family, etc. etc.

>>34576118
Overdosing may be unreliable, but it's also the most peaceful way I can think of dying. I've overdosed before and it's just like falling asleep.

We're all going to die eventually, so why not die after a few moments of euphoric bliss instead of in the midst of panic and pain?

>>34576349
Just do it on top of a building and lay down close to the edge.
You might fall down.

>>34576699
The whole point is to die in my bed, in a peaceful, quiet environment. Just like falling asleep and never waking up.

>not going out in style
If you can get your hands on heroin, just get some guns and shoot up some people or a certain group of people you don't like, what do you have left to lose?

>>34576779
>Effort
>I don't have anyone in my life that I hate that much
>Would like to be remembered fondly
>I don't want to have to shoot myself at the end of a spree

also I already spent all my disposable income on my suicide kit lol

>>34575235
It's another /talking Anon out of suicide/ episode.

Is this for real or is it a test

>>34575235
You cannot escape existence.

>>34576870
Too bad, would have liked to see you in the news.

>>34575352
Shoot yourself in the head you fucking pussy. Get a shotgun, go stand in your shower, call 911 then kill yourself. If you do anything else then you're a little bitch who probably doesn't even want to die.

>>34575235
Don't do it man.

As a youngfag I don't know how you feel, but suicide is permanent man. No one knows what the future holds for you.

>>34576880
it's real enough, I can take pics of the all the suicide shit if you want.
I'm not fucking around. If I take that overdose, I really do intend to die. I've already tried something similar in the past. That was semi-pseudo-suicidal (I did it in a place where I thought I would have a good chance of being found) but this time it's serious. Working up the nerve is the hardest part. I just have to plunge in and hope I fall unconscious before I change my mind.

>>34575235
Don't listen to all these faggots, this sounds like a pretty comfy way to go. If I had to choose I'd hang myself in a forest on a cold spring morning, though, but hey, everybody has his own definition of peaceful.

>>34575235
You could just let your soul die and let your body become something else. It could be fun. Just saying.

>>34576976
I don't think I'm a pussy. I'm think I'm ballsier than most people to be honest. A year ago I jumped several floors from my apartment building. I'm no stranger to pain. But it seems retarded to subject myself to a both physically painful and psychologically difficult suicide like blowing my brains out compared to the relative tranquility and peace of simply falling unconscious and then dead.

>>34577036
That's quite the cocktail there Anon. Let me ask you this question is it really better anywhere else? Afterlife if there is one. What if its worse? Have you completely exhausted all of your options to find a happy life here on earth somewhere? I just wonder if you're over thinking the depression part and under thinking what it would take for you to build a happy life for yourself

>tfw much of my immediate family have killed themselves
>tfw best friend has also killed themselves

I have gone through the loss, and I can say that the thought of them being at peace is ultimately enough to justify their deaths.
If you find yourself suffering through months, rather than the odd day, you are fully at rights to let yourself have peace.
Where you're going there will be no pain. I wish you the best of luck and offer my condolences that you've had such a shit time of existence.

>>34577120
I suppose there is potentially happy future me, but getting to that stage will take effort. Effort is pain. Success is not guaranteed.

I'm basically a lazy fuck. That's why I want to die. I'm too lazy to live.

>>34577068
Yeah, I think it's a neat way to suicide.
Only problem I have at the moment is deciding on what song I want playing when I lose consciousness.

>>34577248
Take a song you have a special connection to. A song that played while you had a pleasent experience, something like that.

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I'm just going to post my chart desu
r8 don't h8

>>34576885
That's my worry. That consciousness is inevitable. I feel like I'm almost bound to gain awareness again at some point in the future, but in what form? Will it be a better or worse existence than now?

>>34577302
Only one way to find out, anon. Please that curiousity of yours.

>>34576933
I feel like there's still something relatively low-effort I could do with my suicide to get on the news though. I'm reluctant to do something immoral this close to my death though. Bad karma I guess?

>>34577290
that's a lot of yellow, mind explaining anon?

>>34577290
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA @ the childhood memories

>>34577373
Take that death cocktail in a public restroom or some place like that. Imagine the reaction of the normies that find you.

>>34577412
Well, yeah it doesn't take a genius.

>>34577403
Epilepsy, mental illness and general injuries: two fractured heels, a permanently fucked muscle in my neck and a dislocated shoulder and crushed ankle that have never been the same

>>34577415
I'd risk being discovered before death and being resuscitated as a vegetable or something though...

>>34577508
Yeah, you're right. I'd say stick to the comfy variant, turn up some music and let go.

Good Bye.

>>34577508
I have done a couple failed cocktails. Now I'm just a more damaged broken person. Girls truly are the worst an hero-ers. If you're going to do it.. you can't be dumb about it.

>>34577564
What did you take? Were you discovered?
I don't think I'm being dumb about it at all. I have to time it right though otherwise I know someone might find me before I finish ODing

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The right side of my body is systematically falling apart

>>34577531
Yeah, that's probably for the best. Not like I'll be around to enjoy any of the reactions anyway.

See you

See you space cowboy. May death soon unite us.

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I'm pretty untouched. Animal incidents were just over excited doggos who had pretty sharp claws. Burns were from a barbecue incident as a kid. Most of my problems were in the form of diseases, but I don't get many anymore

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May as well post mine too

>>34578958
Nigga did you get mauled or something?

>>34579070
I got attacked by a 50-60 Kg's dog. He jumped on my back while I was trying to run away from him. I'm just marking the big ones, the rest of marks did heal more or less so I didn't put them.

The other colors have nothing to do with it though, they're from surgeries and getting stabbed.

>>34575235
>phenobarbital
do the barbs and bag method. better than just relying on overdose.

My failed attempt was because I used benzos to knock me out, but it turns out benzos still let you have autonomic function so i pulled the bag off my head while passed out. Never been able to get barbs.

Barbs turn off your autonomic functions so you cant move at all

>>34579194
Wtf nigga are you solid snake?

>>34579194
Are you some kind of badass? That sounds pretty badass

>>34579518
>>34579531
Why would I be here then? I just though in that moment that it was better to lie upside down and let him destroy my back than to risk my face by exposing it and ending disfigured.

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>>34576760
fuck, that sounds so comfy.. fuck u

>>34575352
where did you get the phrnobarbital...

i was thinking about nembutal... i just wish i wasnt so stupid to figure out how to get some...

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>>34576349
Hope OP enjoys MODS

Literally the most painful way to die, worse than burning. At least when you burn, your nerves get fried.

>>34579488
Won't the alcohol help turn that off?

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feel like fillingthis out

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I also bit my lips and inside my mouth, and pull out my hair.

Can we please murder suicide it. At least take some bitches with you if ur going out

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>>34577666
Fellow stantrips eyelet.

Do you stil have it or you sold it to the devil?

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All of the yellow not on my back are from a motorcycle accident. Thankfully I was wearing a helmet or i would've died. And I was almost crushed by my bike and the other car. The yellow dots on my back are really really bad acne scars. Like bright red.

Anon please don't. My sister recently tool her own life. It's the most awful thing that's ever happened to me. Think of your family. I use to be a dope addict like I'm guessing you are, it gets better man. Please don't.

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>>34581230
finally some normal people

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im a fuck. also high velocity gravel+ye not fun

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I used to be a rage cutter. Got my toes ran over as a kid. Nipples abused my my mother. Broke sternum my my dad. surgery getting melanoma removed

>>34582912
blue lines on the feet were not mine. I didn't see them until I posted

Anon, go for a walk outside and then make a decision. See the beauty and complexity of the world around you and decide you want to be a part of it.

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I wish I was kidding
I am ashamed

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At least I never had to get surgery

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used to cut myself a lot when i was 11-12 and my entire right leg is permanently fucked up and 80% scar tissue never start cutting yourself its dumb and your stupid angst stays forever

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>>34583110
the hell with your dick

>>34583110
what happened to ur dick??

>>34583456
dont think he has one left anon

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i have two good girls in my backyard right now :3

>>34576976
>call 911
what for
do you think one of the stray pellets might hit your gas oven and set your house on fire ?
there is no reason to tell the government youre gonna kill yourself

>>34583579
so you have someone to clean up the damn mess you made

I've been thinking about ordering pentobarbital a lot recently