>tired of life at 23 >can't do drugs because of non-meme

>>34573448
honestly i had rough going down from age 12, im 19 now so im kinda hoping stuff will get better, but we all know thats not gonna happen. so im just trying to get peace. peace is all i have left.

Same here OP. I can't enjoy anything. Have no drive or interests. Don't really even have a desire for human relationships anymore. I only put up with people because I have to since I'm a NEET. I kinda want to die but I know I'll never commit suicide while the rest of my family are alive, or at least while my parents are. I guess the only way to persist is to take life one pizza and Ben and jerry's at a time while watching films and being comfy. Beyond this I don't know what there is for me

>>34574202
Overeating and a loss of other outlets of pleasure go hand in hand.

>>34573448
Just do drugs anyway. Spend a week on LSD without sleeping at all, you'll be fine.

>>34574303
>Worsen your mental illness and possibly kill yourself in one stroke
>You'll be fine
End your life.

>>34574348
It's actually good advice though. Psychedelics can help depression.

>Have very high risk factors for mental illness
>Heavily abuse acid and cannabis anyway
Who even cares?

>>34575365
That was my mentality like a year ago.

Now it's not even funny how weird I've gotten because of my drug use.

I'm not going to lie though, if this shit keeps up I'm going to be buying bitcoins again.