>>110279904 (OP)
I hate being black so much because Im a rational person and I have no choice but to act like a stupid ape just to appear normal to my own fucking race.
I hate every single thing about my race, how they worship criminals yet are "christian", how they pride on acting like wild animals, how mindlessly violently they are, how they ruin and destroy everything, how criminal they are, I fucking hate this race so much I wish I could kill every black person on earth including myself.
I wish I was anything except Abo being black and rational is a curse.
>>34570892
You got that from a /pol/ thread I made where a uncle tom from the Bahamas wrote exactly this.
be the change you want to see in the worId
>>34570892
Same dude. Being black is suffering
>too intelligent for 90% of my people so cast aside
>automatically seen as typical nigger ape by other races unless they get to know you so they steer clear
>impossible to find blacks like me to connect with becausw they are hidden
>called an uncle tom/white ass nigga for taking interest in the maths, enlightment religions such as zen buddhism, etc.
>cant date a qt asian girl that I like because of her dad
why is life all about suffering. Sometimes I wish I could go back to being the nigger I once was as a kid. I got into a hell of a lot of trouble, but at least I had friends and fun days
>being self-hating and black
>tfw two inteligent to be black
cucks
grow a spine
>>34571751
Or, or... you can move to Europe or Canada and be treated on the merit of your accomplishments and not on your appearance.
Worst case scenario: Nigeria's economy is thriving.