Does anyone else here wear a social mask? I've never opened

yes because the few times i have opened up to people it has ended very badly

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I've only ever opened up to my mother mostly because i was forced too but i'd rather pretend to be happy in front of my friends rather than burden them with my issues

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>>34563138
Yeah.
I'm fine pissing strangers off, but at work or at school I can't say jack shit without getting kicked out. So I sit in the corner, silently. Got no friends, don't speak a single word for days on end.

The only person I talk to is my workshop teacher, old man one year away from retirement. He's more genuine than the new age liberal feel-good "I'm in my early 30s that's still hip right?" teachers.

Cant become upset because I'll risk upsetting others and doing more damage then good.

Just internalize everything realizing there is no point in lashing out or explaining.

>>34563138
No I don't, everyone already knows that I'm a autistic faggot who has no social skills. There is no point in trying to mask my degeneracy

>>34563138
I just say fucked up shit because it entertains me, other then that I try and be nice and sometimes I feel like it's fake.

>>34563138
>I've never opened up to someone about my actual feelings, not even my parents.

Good. Never do that. Men aren't supposed to even acknowledge their own feelings.

I'm the opposite of OP. I open up to most people about very personal things. Every time I tell myself I'll stop I end up doing it again.

How do I become like OP?

>>34563399
Step 1: Be ostracized all your life but always kept at arms length so it makes you get angry, and hold dark thoughts.
Step 2: ???
Step 3: Profit.

I avoid talking about personal life at all costs. Especially about feelings. Don't think I have had and I don't ever want to.

>>34563138
Yeah, I'm maintaining different personas for different settings and it slowly kills me inside. The nearest I've come to opening up is on this god forsaken hellhole. Normies just aren't capable of accepting one's true nature, you have to pretend you are like them or else you can't survive out there.

>>34563559
>I'm maintaining different personas for different settings and it slowly kills me inside
just be ureslf bro

>>34563379
This.
Keep your feelings to yourself

>>34563399
Get burned by self-doxxing. It's the only way.

I opened once when was on drugs kinda regret it, because other people start worring about me more than i do and i dont like it

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>>34563138
I don't know how to because I'm straightforward as fuck and a bad liar. I tend to avoid opening up before the other person do it first and I always regret the decision 1 hour later.
>It's 8pm and I've been sperging all day about something dumb I said this morning

>>34563399
I know that feel f a m

>>34563138
This is a very normal thing. In fact, if you're less autistic you're better at masking yourself.

I've opened up to one girl in my entire life and I regret it