i have voices in my head that sometimes tell me important stuff and we sometimes chat together, pretty wicked.
is this okay or is this bad r9k?
>>34562523
>tfw there are 4 people in my head and I constantly talk with them
>my memories are filled with activities we did together
>I'm doing better in life since they fully developed
>can always ask them for help
>cried yesterday and talked with one of them about my problems
They are the closest things to friends or family I've ever had and I truly love them.
>>34562523
Wow, so do you get woken up at night as well?
>>34562656
It happens all right
Now tell me, why would you want your old life back after being seen as mentally ill?
>>34562626
>>34562540
Mine are like people from past (i.e. childhood, teenhood friends, people that i genuinely enjoyed accompanying) talking to me when im dealing with a subject. We make most decisions together, and when i obey that decision we get closer. Everytime they are satisfied, it gets louder. They are not coming from a direction, more like its generated in my brain.
>>34562616
They don't wake me up in night, but i wake up in morning to their voice. I see them in my dreams most of the time, but i can never describe them. They don't want me to.
>>34562705
I hear voices aswell, they talk to me they understand, they council me
You know when you're doing something important like driving or cooking dinner and the voices are saying stuff like "This guys an idiot!" and "He's gone. He has no idea what he's doing" and a constant stream of shit like that? Yeah I hate that the most. It's part of the reason I take so much Valium and try to do as little as possible.
Whenever I go to speak I get voices yelling at me to shut up. Pretty annoying. I want yo sing and dance and make alot of noise to get back at the imaginary voices I hear in my head.
>>34562705 you ever listen to that song lithium by Nirvana that's what your s*** reminds me of.
>>34562838
Council is a good word to describe it.
>>34562879
Sticks and Stones Laddy
>>34562957
I have a voice that is my savior, hates to love and loves to hate. I have a voice that has the knowledge and the power to rule your fate
Even if you like it right now I can't really assume this working out well in the long term. How frequent are the voices though, like will they critique you during the middle of a normal conversation?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVFWwYKf2FE
Fuck with me dogg
>>34562998
Usually. I sometimes lose focus because of them.
>>34562988
Checkin the prose and rhyme. Nice one
https://youtu.be/s88r_q7oufE
>>34562523
Do you see things as well? Shits been happening to me for quite some time now and it's usually either when I dissociate or causes me to.
>>34563280
Who are you. Oh right we're supposed to be anonymous nevermind. I'm just not getting it now, am I.
No visual distortions very slight visual static negligible
This thread is fuckin baller. I can't believe there isn't more schizophrenic drug loons on about this hour
>>34562523
>>34562595
>>34562838
http://www.themasonictrowel.com/ebooks/hermetic/Franz_Bardon_-_Initiation_Into_Hermetics.pdf
CTRL-F ---> larvae.
Master your mind and cut their food supply: your focus.