Write your suicide letter ITT. It's not like you're

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Ok, here goes.

>man i wish i had done this 4 years ago when i was 16 and people would have at least pretended to care
>nothing is getting better. i held on to the "it gets better" notion until i realized how bullshit it was
>i was stupid for believing things could improve
>life was just so much better when i was little, i actually had friends & innocence, etc
>dont feel sorry, or think about how you could have stopped this. thats not would i would want
>goodbye

in reality, im too chicken shit to do it, so I'll just rot unless i somehow get to be the one in a million that gets famous in life, then i'll rot with money.

>You know,i just wanted a Pepsi and a nice time to just sit down with you guys and not fucking argue over petty shit. I just wanted to like my brothers,but these 19 years i have not gotten to that point and the dark god knows i wont be geting it any time soon. So i sold my soul in hopes of geting something better. Guess i will see if he keeps up his side of the bargain. Tell my dogs i love em. Bye :) also,tell aaliyah don't be suprised when she dies it'll be awfuly hotter than what she was hoping for. She is mine.

>Goodbye, you're all cunts.

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I would never leave a letter, if am too ever walk out on life I'll make sure to put my name in history and the world will be speechless in stupefaction.

That is too say I'll do something really edgy.

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>>34562224
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>>34562268
Eliot Rodger is a failed shooter and a failed normie.

anytime someone mentions Eliot as a competent shooter I laugh at them and tell them how he failed to kill his intended targets (sorority girls) because of a closed door

just shows how spineless he can be and the reason why he didn't get girls, lack of backbone.

>>34562268
>I would never leave a letter

Elliott left a 1000 page whineifesto

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>I did what you couldn't bro

my older brother tried to "kill" himself last valentine's day because his girlfriend of like 7 years just up and left him that day. he drank a bunch then cut up his arm but he cut on top of it. i love him but i wasn't feeling any strong emotion when i got there to stop him and be with him. it made me sure for a fact that i'm dead on the inside and really need some kind of psychiatric help. my world hasn't been happy for a long time i've just been grey.
I'm a KHV who has 1 actual friend who is almost in as bad of a spot as me.
At least he as able to get his life started and live on his own but apparently that wasn't even working out cause he was in serious massive debt.

I'm just tired. I've been feeling like this for too many years. I keep trying but as the years go on it keeps getting harder and harder to find a reason. I don't wish to hurt anyone. It's not my intention. If anyone needs to mourn please don't do it for long. I just don't have the energy to do this anymore. I'm sorry. I tried. Forgive me

I was born in an unpleasant time period.
Society will almost certainly return to order and sense, but that will take time, and I will be well into middle age by then, and will be unable to enjoy it, and the time in between then and now will be increasingly unpleasant.

I find day to day life to be inconvenient and unfulfilling.

There's little positive about life, the most pleasant times are little more than a temporary lack of anything particularly unpleasant.

I feel I have little to look forward to between now and the time I would die a natural death, besides witnessing the downfall of the people and the cultures I despise.
But spite is neither a healthy or adequate reason for me to continue living.

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>having a suicide letter

what are you a faggot or something? just put the shotgun in your mouth and pull that motherfucking trigger.

Mom,
Thank you for always being there for me no matter what I did or said. Thank you for always believing in me and supporting me. There are certain things about me that I cannot change. Things I cannot control. I just don't want to hurt anyone again.
I'm sorry
Love,
Your son

sorry and thanks

>writing a suicide note before killing yourself
Why would anyone actually do this?

>killing yourself when there's still someone that would even care if you left a suicide note

Fortunately for me I'm only a car crash or some other such tragedy away from that.

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Sorry, I'm dead.

>>34562661

to give my motivation and apologies to my mom

>>34561928
Its too long for a post, and its jist me rablming

>>34561928

Family you're not going to believe what I'm telling you but I'm not really dead I'm not sure if I'll ever see you again but if I do I will look completely different indistinguishable from the person you once knew I won't be able to contact you for a while but I hope when I do you will remember me? Ill send word when I am established. Love your daughter

>>34563443
Post tits, roastie whore.

Good bye everybody
It's been a fun life, but it got boring pretty fast. I hope you don't suffer with my departure, but I guess that's asking too much. We all will be together in the end.
Thanks for all the love and support, I'm sorry I didn't know how to give it back.
Please give my organs to someone who needs them. I hope you can save something after all.
Again, I'm sorry.
Goodbye

>>34561928
id never kill myself to shitty of a thing to do, besides i could likly killmyself at any time if i need to.
mom you wont see me again.
dad i loved you for sticking it out with mom for so long nothing against you mom fat peice of shit but its true. i know oyu say you try but you really havent and its rubbed off on me.

if oyu do see me again id be best if you pretended to not know me unless i aproach you.
(sister) your a retard, i mean it literly yuo will never be anything but an undisrved drain on society my biggest regret about leaving is that i couldnt kill you first
grandmals i love both of you deaply but still jus want to get out of this environment.
my brother your doing well, i have nothign against you but i do have sympathy for you, taking care of 2 kids that arent your own likely 3 in some odd years. along with the fact that you have more then enough dogs to start a breeding and kennal program. you pretty much wife seems fine on here own but i can see your reson for not jumping into that ship full head on.

oh yea my lil bro whos like 4/5 right now dont really know and dont think i will get the chance anymore maybe thats good maybe its bad just dont let your mom (my stepmother) spoil you too nuch but i doubt that will be an issue. you father is a goodman respect him is my advice, ironicly on your dads side wehre al the balck sheep kids i think i win as far as the biggest blacksheep is unless you surpass me and thats not something i want for you or anyoen for aht matter.

Hey everyone:

I did get laid. So I'm not dying a virgin. I am NOT gay. Never kissed a man or thought about it.

Just clearing it up.

>>34563720
should have clearified id just leave without any explenatoin i mean im old enough id rather just drive out one day wit hall my valuebles sold off for cash or whatever.

>>34561928
>Some of you guys are allright, please don't come to school tomorrow

>>34562319
Prove that you can do a better job then.

>>34561928
To whom it may concern:

Greetings everyone. I have killed myself and am dead now. Life was very enjoyable and full of fun for me, but this is where the fun stops.

Look at my porn stash at your own risk.

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>I just didn't have the heart.
Short, simple, honestly explains why I would kill myself.

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>>34561928
2nd day of July.
I will see you in the new system dad.
I know it hurts lose a wife/mother.But youre not going to lose me.I'm going to get you out of this system
See you in LFE.

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Life itself has no meaning. We all grow up having a sense of purpose. A sense of belonging. Past generations have tried to give us the answers to the reason of own existence but in the end, its all an illusion to keep us motivated. The world is a cruel harsh world.

It was always harsh and will continue to be harsh for years to come. The gullible who can't think for themselves will always be victims of exploitation and manipulation from society while living in blissful ignorance. Those who can see who pulls the strings can never really function back into the way they were originally brought up to. Many have a herd mentality and often look for a shepherd that can lead the way... that can change their lives. Sadly, the true reality is no shepherd can change the course of human nature. A wolf in sheep's clothing will always rise up to power. Life itself is mysterious in many way, so many questions to ask. At the end, you don't matter. I don't matter. Our "selves" is only a product of the human mind. a pure simulation.

Goodbye.

>>34564423

wow le2deep4me mane kys faggot

The body you've found is not mine. I needed to get away, and this was the only way I could do it. Do not tell law enforcement, do not discuss this, do not inform anyone. They are coming and I have to remain hidden; there are forces at work here greater than the mind can comprehend, and it's up to me to see they do not bring ruin to the world. I do not believe I will ever get the chance to see you again, but know that I am STILL ALIVE.

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>>34564148
is the LFE thing actually true? i saw that thread and signed up, and am wondering if i should an hero on 2nd as well, its strange but something makes this seem "important"

>>34561928
Don't torture yourself, it doesn't change or solve anything, it just takes you further away from the truth. I love(d) you, but I'm really tired, and I can't summon up the emotion that you would expect. Sorry.

I'm afraid, but I have also wanted this for a long time. Bye, and thank you.

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>>34564728
It gives me hope for some weird reason.
I will definatly go on said date.
I have no place here,no reason.
Even if this is a hoax...He just helped me to end it.
I may wait a week or so but...I belive everyhing he said.
>Some posted double
>made note on the second time wondering.
>tfw He knew something was strange on the second soul code

>>34564502
How shallow do you have to be, to think like that. I want to gut you in front of your family. Then rape them and feed them to pigs.

>>34564574
kek thats pretty cool

>>34561928
"Sell my stuff and give the money to my brother

Anon"

I have a very expensive computer

>>34562661
To give your loved ones closure.

>>34561928
I'm sorry about everything.

wow my family are terrible people
i could write a fucking essay but i'll save you some time

they're all heavily abusive, neglectful, self-absorbed narcissists

my so-called 'caregivers' didn't teach me shit growing up, except to be ashamed of myself (and especially to be ashamed of my lack of ability, something they were directly responsible for and would try to blame on me)

they're incredibly vicious, nasty people and if there were a hell you can guarantee they'd be going to it

and the best part is they'll never admit to it and have spent their entire lives convincing people (dumb, indifferent people) that they haven't done anything wrong and the problems in our family somehow aren't their fault

anyway, i've been failed by so many people over so many years and now i'm at the point where i can't do anything. the shame and sense of futility has become far too much to bear

truth be told, this is more like a murder than a suicide. i didn't stand a chance. i would've been much better off in a foster home.

fuck you all

>>34561928
>The weight of life has become too heavy to carry. I can't relate to anyone or anything around me. The colors of life have faded like an old shirt. Sorry I was a disappointment. Life is a bad dream, and I wanna wake up. Sorry for any grief or inconvenience I've cause by this, it was not my intention. Don't feel sad, I'm free now, life can't hurt me anymore. Love you all. Peace out.

I'm too much of a bitch to actually do it though. Maybe one day I'll get so fed up and actually do it. I dunno.

>>34562577
Then The normies will twist our deaths so it fits their agenda. You leave a note, at least you tried to tell them why, at leadt you tried to show them what the world really is

>>34565582
>implying they care about you
>implying they won't forget you in 1 second

>>34564423
>tfw hitler was in vain in the long run

>>34561928
Short and to the point
>I never asked for this

>>34565602
I just don't want to be used as a statistic for them, but i know they will never ask why, for it will shatter their worldview. I still try, in case someone decides for finally get down and understand the robot plight

>>34565687
Nobody cares about the plight of 100 people.

>>34562319
SHUT THE FUCK UP
YOU THINK U SO TOUGH HUH? SHITPOSTING FROM UR MUMMYS BASEEMENT

>>34565657
Good one. Origami

>>34565582
nobody will care about you

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>Hey mom, hey dad, hey sis, hey bro. If you guys are reading this then I must have really done it. I love you all more than you can possibly imagine, so much that its been the only thing keeping me going for a lot of my life. But then again if you are reading this it must seem like I don't actually. Since the day I was born I've felt like a disappointment, I'm not normal like brother or pretty and popular like sister, I can't work hard at life like mom or dad. I was gifted with smarts but no drive. I was given a great family but hated life. I was given all the resources to succeed but wasted them on stupid distractions. I can't say I've done much in my relatively short life; but I've been blessed to spend the years I have lived with people who I love. The game is over, there will be no buzzer beaters and no last minute ref calls, I do not believe in miracles. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU but my tank is on empty and I'm tired. -Anon

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>And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn,
>Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that,
>I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
>And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

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>It's not your fault. No matter how you spin it,
>I don't blame you guys for anything you did you did your best raising me.
>I simply wasn't fit for this life. I can't take the daily small tasks and stress just overwhelms me no matter what I do. I don't know where it went wrong and I don't think there was a certain point where I decided I wanted to end it. It was just stress that has accumulated throughout the years.
>I hope the other side will be more manageble than this life. Have a good life maybe we will see eachother again.

dear mom and dad,
thank you so much for the life that you've given me, for the time and energy you've invested in me, i'm sorry that i will never be able to repay you. remember me as i was as a child, happy and full of love, not as i am now. this is not who i am, this is what the world has turned me into. inside there is still that little girl, and she just wants to go to heaven & be safe with god & not have to be in pain anymore. i know i never believed in any of that, but i hope i'm wrong, i hope that someday i'll see you again, and hug you and tell you it's all okay, that i'll be able to see you smile & be proud of me again. i love you, i love you so much. thank you so much.
-anon

the funny part is writing this made me cry feelsbadman

Mom, dad, brother, sister, and bf
This has been a long time coming. Thank you for being there when I wanted help. I didn't want help anymore. I wanted to be gone. I love you, it's not your fault. I don't want a funeral.
Sincerely, anon

nigga why would i read this thread, i'm crying fuck this board i ain't coming back

>>34561928
good job faggots, you made me fucking kill myself darned.

>NO FUNERAL

oregano

>>34561928
I'm sorry, I just couldn't do it anymore.
Love you guys

-Brother

>>34561928
Dear Ami

You are so ugly I wish I could kill myself every day because I can't stand your hideous face

P

You should all be ashamed of yourselves for turning your backs on me

- J

"no funeral" is the only acceptable option.

E
I'm sorry for what I did, for hurting you and betraying your trust, I know your probably going to off yourself when you finish reading this, I guess I can try and get you to forgive me in hell, CA im thankful for you helping me out but I can't do this anymore make sure my dog gets dinner tonight
-M

[it's all on YOU, bitch and you knew that from the start. Enjoy living with the guilt.] (but written less directly and more convincingly)

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>Two decades
>Fuck off!
There's no point in writing a more detailed letter, no one actually cares and they will use your death to get sympathy and preferential treatment from others

>I'm so sorry for doing this to you, but i just can't go on anymore. I hope you'll understand. I love you so much, i truly wish i could have been a better son. You don't deserve any of this.
>Don't cry for me, i was already dead.

Was written to my mom, the only person i have in my life. I pussied out though

>>34561928
Dear whoever found this note,

I am sorry for the scene You are witnessing, as it surely is rather unpleasant.

Also, I want to state that this vile and desperate act that happened to take place here was not caused by any of You. Up until this point I lived beautiful, peaceful life, I always knew I had everything I needed and deserved.
And yet, something pushed me over didn't it? I guess the problem lied in me, in my fear of losing all of You to my stupid, childish whim.
But what "stupid, childish whim" makes a man do away with himself? That's a secret I'm taking with myself.
Some of You know exactly "whim" is on my mind, some of You may have an idea and some of You are just clueless. And yet again, I am sorry.
And I also wanted to thank every single one of You. For everything.
I wanted to thank my parents for rising me the way they did;
My friends that made my life as colorful and happy as it gets. For making every day just a little bit diffrent than the last one;
for being there, when I had to cry on somebodies shoulder. Especially one of You. And She knows these words are directed to her. Onece again, thank You. I hope I've done enough so far to pay back my debt;
Thank You my siblings, for always having someone to look up to. To both of You;
A thanks to all that I didn't had on my mind while writing this. While it's unforgivable, for sure, to be skipped I hope You understand.

One again, I thank You all, I love You all and I'm waiting for You in a hopefully better place.

-The guy with rope around his neck

>>34561928
actually I wrote it down, some time ago when I was feeling really down
I kept it for no reason, feeling that there's some important stuff there, but I don't ever open my suicide note - it scares me

"I leave my alcohol to my brother and my albums to the rest of you to divide among yourselves. Leave her note in Alligator and never lose it. That's all."

>>34566919
>There are girls who would rather kill themselves than be with you
Why live

>Everyone has to let go someday. I guess it's my time. Don't miss me too much. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I feel like I have to go. There's a point where you've had enough. You don't want me to suffer all the time, do you? And I know I don't say this too often, but I love you, mom. And I love you, [insert my siblings names here.]
>Love, [my name.]

Things aren't actually that bad, though. Wrote it in the context of if things actually got to that point.

>>34561928
Fuck this rolling for a new character

>>34563443
Why does this sound so Victorian ?
Are you into that, Stacy ?
I can be your Victorian husbando and chastise you with the Bible for speaking out of turn.

"Roses are white
Roses are black
As I went towards the light
I didn't look back"

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>>34563720
>nothing against you mom fat peice of shit but its true.

>>34564767
anime title, good sir?

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>>34571236
Serial experiments Lain.
Beautiful anime.
Fitting to my note desu

>>34571295
thank you. do not put your note into use tho.

im not going to post it here because idont want anybody to find it on an archive when i kill myself

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>>34571375
I eventually will.
If tsuki provides more answers to my questions and I'm 1000% confirmed that I can go over there I will.
I would owe my father a note.

>>34571505
I can't understand yet what you mean, but you seem like a passionate and intelligent person. Do you feel alone?

>>34571505
is there a new thread? did the threads move somewhere else? i want word from tsuki

>>34564423
lmao gay post faggot

see you all in hell
i'll be the fucker with tentacles for arms. praise tzeentch. praise him

love
anon

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>>34571817
He didnt post anything yet.
Guess hes taking some time off...I'm checking every hours if hes posting..
>>34571684
>but you seem like a passionate and intelligent person
No one called me that yet.I guess I'm passionate about the wrong things.
But this person posted stuff that made think.And I came to the conclusion that It all made sense..
>Do you feel alone?
Yes I do.Even though I 'have' a loving family.Something seems to be missing.

>>34572010
found one on lainchan: r/res/28915.html#28915

>>34562661
Well, you can't do it after you've killed yourself.

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>>34572100
THANKS ANON!
I'm writing most of his stuff down..why didnt I checked there...

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>I'm killing myself, I can't control my stupid depressive episodes and I let this one get out of hand. All attempts to better my life have been met with too many obstacles. I know these obstacles are only here now because of the mistakes I've made in the past, but it would be nice if people just took a little time to help me because I can't do it alone. I apologize to my siblings, my mother is an idiot but i apologize to her especially

>I don't want to be remembered, I don't want a funeral, I know I'm just a joke to all of you, none of you care just throw away the body and go home and laugh all you want

>>34564148
it's you again lain poster, I recognize you for sure this time. guy who especially hated high school here

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>>34572482
I'm not THIS lain poster.
He goes by a tripfag now ''Tsuki''

>>34572540
Ahh, I thought it was him because of the analogy.

What threads can I find Tsuki in?

>>34561928
We use to write suicide letters on our deployments and leave them in randon portojohns lol

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>>34572676
>Ahh, I thought it was him because of the analogy.
He said hes going to go to the mission on the first
and everyone else can choose suicide after that date.So 2nd is mine.
>What threads can I find Tsuki in?
Usually his threads with lain.There is one on lainchan right now.I have waited for him to post here...Guess I'll have to wait

>>34564767
>>34564728
What is LFE??

>>34572999
on the first of what month?

I'm tired of being the odd one out. always the exception, always the person you have to be nice to because he's sad all the time, the person you "care" about even though your other friends are more fun to be around, like why the fuck can't i just be normal? where is the memo that everyone else got on being a normal human, oh sure you could try to say that i am meant for bigger things, blabla look at all these famous weirdos that gave so much tl mankind but what do i owe everybody? why would i dedicate my life to being the best computer scientist or mathematician or whatever to give to a world that hurts me so much?
Take care,
anon

>>34561928

Suicide can be okay. People have a weird idea about it that it's always wrong, that it's selfish, but that's just not true. There are Many Such Cases where life is no longer worth living, and I think it's pretty insensitive to ask people to continue leaving an unbearable life just to save yourself some soulsearching on whether your life is equally over.

With all that given, I don't consider my own suicide to be one of the good ones. This is selfish, this is unnecessary, but I just don't want to fight anymore. I can fix things, but the flaws inside of me that drove me to where I am now are still there, and they will come again as I rebuild, and after. I just don't fit in the world, or I'm self-pitying enough to believe I don't. Either way, I don't deserve or have a reason to keep going.

This isn't anyone's fault, so please, if you're important to me and you're worrying about that, please don't. I'd like to just lapse into nonexistence and save you all the pain of mourning, but that's not an option. This is what was left.

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>>34573072
July first.
I will get some sleep now.See you soon!

>>34573215
see you in july