>find drugs i ordered 4 months ago
>mommy home
>decide to take some anyways
>start doing lines of 3fpm
>more lines
>more
>its 3am rn
>still high
>feel like a moral dumpster with no backbone
Who else /selfhating drug user/ ? I just cant stand lying to my family.
>>34554556
Is that like a synthetic stimulant?
Sounds shitty; I abused ritalin as a teen and the comedowns were terrible
>>34554837
Its kind of like adderal but more reacreational, has a kind of euphoria to it. I really enjoy chilling out, doing it and writing lyrics. I just hate that i have to lie to family, and some of the compulsive aspects of my use. Ive been clean gor 4 months and the moral self torture is coming down on me
>>34554556
wait so is it coke? I've used the darknet for acid but never stims.
I always feel really uncomfortable and jumpy when I'm high near my parents. I got some dxm I just got I'm not sure if I want to do it right now or wait until another day, really wish I had some acid.
>>34555259
Im very psychosis resistant, ive seen thing move and seem shadow people in the past but never was freaked out. I actually found sleep deprivation hallucinations and stim hallucinations amusing.
>>34555279
No its not coke. I guess the feeling may be similar but very different. It os currently my favorite drug. Its also legal, fully legal, its a research chemical.
I also feel verr uncomfortable, which is why i was basicly locked in my room. Rn 4am os neAring and theyre all asleep and im here vast awake. Kind of sucks
>>34554556
Nice now the NSA has a backlog of you breaking the law luckily you're a SMALL FEESH have you no benzos for the comedown laddy? I highly recommend baths also take care my nigga
>>34555390
Not even from the US, couldnt care less what the NSA knows lol.
Amd no i aint go any benzos, this was a suprise altogether that i flund the drugs. Used to have benzos always when i was using alot.
>use cannabis every night
>vow to stop using daily every morning
it's a delicate balance