Anyone else learned to live with the voices and hallucinations? Only my sister suspects me. I learned to keep the mask of sanity on.
i've dropped the mask completely and just talk to myself all day desu
Eh, I went on antipsychotics never looked back
My solution was creating a hard barrier between the rational side of my mind and the emotional/irrational side.
The delusions persist and I'm an emotionally distant faggot now, but I can talk myself away from letting myself buy into them.
It's not a fulfilling life, honestly, but it's okay enough.
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i put a moral boundary instead where i wouldn't consciously bring anything else pain unless it was in self defense
I'm jelly. I have to meditate really deep before I start seeing spirits and talking to them.
No
It's a constant intrusion
No voices though
I will note that it is my fault for doing a lot of drugs, however. But maybe a year or so ago they were always pleasant. I think it's because I spend so much time here.
I only get them sometimes. The worst part is not knowing whether or not something is real. If it's def a hallucination you can ignore it. I hate my awful memory more though. It's a powerful indicator for Alzheimer's as well. My future will be horrible. The worst thing is, there's no way to know that I am not experiencing it right now and I'm actually sixty or some shit, trapped in broken memories as my loved one accept my decline around me.