when will the suicidal thoughts and depression go away. why wont

>>34549910
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Well I'm 25. Severe feelings of depression gradually went away around age 22 or so. No major external changes in my life either. No therapy or pills. Just sort of mellowed out.

These days if I get sad its for a reason as opposed to the chronic, crippling feeling of depression from my late teens and early 20s. So it definitely can get better. Everyone is different but hopefully you get better.

>>34549988
i did shrooms for months straight before and it cured nothing. it made me fall deeper and feel disgusting and have grotesque visions. its like i can't break out of this horrible spell that is on me.its like i am always on the edge or almost about to have a break through to combat this shitty state i am in my brain is just not smart or powerful enough.

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>>34549910
Life is a sick joke, and some of us are made to suffer. The only thing that keeps me going is that suffering births strength.

>>34550036
oh shit dude, maybe then smoke some dmt... or see a shaman.

>>34549910
i smoke weed and it makes it feel alright sometimes

I am 28 and I really just want to die, just fall asleep forever. I am too scared to just shoot myself but I really wouldn't mind dying. I have tried 9 different brain drugs, none of them helped, they just make me really tired.

I'm going to try to get my doctor to prescribe me amphetamines.

>>34550099
i never did dmt or lsd but i want to.

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>>34550146
They're fun but they don't fix anything.

All this hippy dippy nonsense about acid changing your life forever isn't true. You're still the same person you always were.

It's a fun experience though.