>You spent all your high school days in front of the computer

You probably never had friends because you spent all days in front of the computer.

>>34541659
Yep. You?

same thing here, except i had many friends, which makes things worse since i fucking wasted what could've been the best time of my life on a fucking PC.

I'm not autistic, but I've always given up easily when things got uncomfortable for me.

Socializing was really rough for me early on, I was a fat kid, not good looking, so overall I had a bad time. That led me to just use distractions to avoid having no social life.

Now I am 30 and although I fixed myself up (lifting, dieting, grooming) I still don't feel like socializing, it still feels too hard, too much effort and just impossible to get into.

I feel like once you reach a certain point of isolation you just stop being able to connect with others, which makes it even harder to form bonds with other people.

Even just saying "hello" to someone now annoys me, I don't want to do it, but I feel forced because social rules.

My mom was very strict and physically abusive, especially when it came to me socialising with kids at school (she was continuously worried I would fall into drugs and illegal habits through them). I was mainly way too afraid to leave the house or have a social life because of this.

>>34541767
Same here.

My parents basically made me afraid of everyone.


Even today at nearly 30 years old my parents get upset if I leave the house to go for a walk because "theres crazy people out there and its dangerous"

(we live in an middle-class AUSTRALIAN city)


They've made me so paranoid.

>>34541628
All that time I spent on arena_2fort in TF2. Was it really such a waste?

>>34541628

That feel
>Some reason parents sent me to school 1 hour away
>Don't know anyone in my town because of this
>Was never able to meet my friends on weekends or after school because I lived 2 bus journeys away
>Cut to me now at 25 and I have no social skills, am terrified of going out in public and have not been able to get a job in 4 years. + No friends.

>For a while I was happy thinking yeah I don't need friends I have the internet and weed

>I wake up from dreams where I am with a bunch of people and enjoying the company.

My only friend was my ps4

>>34542781
>ps4
>high school
Aren't you still there?

>>34542622
everione wants what they dont have , people are asholes

>>34542560
>arena_2fort
>arena

Is that an actual map? I never knew 2fort had an arena mode.

>>34542781
Underage ban incoming

>>34541628
pretty much.
my life is a circle of pc gaming and school.
i hate it but i love it equally.

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>>34541628
>You spent all your elementary school days in front of the computer because youve never had any friends

>>34543225
Nigga pls i've been playing vidya since kindergarten.

>>34541628
>implying it ended in high school

>never had any friends because You spent all your elementary school,high school, college and 20-25s days in front of the computer

no bs

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>>34541628
>tfw I thought my parents were looking out for me when they discouraged me going out
>tfw they resent my being socially autistic
>tfw could've been a normie if I hadn't listened to them about this
If you're underaged and reading this and people invite you to go out unless they're actually bad kids you should do it.

>>34543225
I like this Wojak, it's much more subtle than the other one. You can only barely see the tears.

>Spent my elementary school days playing SNES and N64
>Spent my high school days playing Xbox and PC
>Always got made fun of for playing video games in school
>Now video games are trendy and popular

It's not fair. If I was born a few years later I wouldn't have been such an outcast.

>>34543349
They are not, at least not for people past their teens. Some things never change.

>>34541834
they probably know how retarded you are and think you would be the kind of person to get into trouble

>>34541628
>tfw the "friends" you did have mocked you for being skinny and having no dad
I had no other choice it was them or be alone

>>34542622
Holy shit are you me?
>had a bus ride hour and a half there
>every day I spent 3 hours on the bus total
>switch to homeschooling because i was failing my morning classes from being so sick of the bus
>live in the middle of nowhere
>spend the next 3 years of high school in complete isolation except for my mother

i think it really fucked me up

>could never hang around with the rich kids because I was poor
>could never hang around with the poor but trouble maker kids because was too shy and didn't have street smarts
>born in late 90s, so nerds were never bullied at all and almost blended with the cool kids
>still could not be friends with nerds because no console and PC not good enough to play latest vidya
>decide to be """friends""" with the outcasts

In high school I learned from my mistake and never tried to make friends or talked to anybody ever again

>>34541628
Introvert here, I regret nothing.

>>34546414
You ain't the only one :)

Smug feels

>>34541628
Nah. I had zero self-awareness and was loud and obnoxious. Not many people were friendly towards me and I lost some of the few friends I made freshmen year.

After that I transferred to a private school that had like 10 people going to it. I never had a chance in regular hs though.

>>34542560
2fort is a garbage map so yes.

>>34542951
>>34542951
Yes. There is 1 server ever to have existed. It has a dynamic history as ownership has changed a few times. It's where I've logged all 3000+ hours of my TF2 experience.