Why are you still alive? What are you waiting for? What are

>>34538738
I want to see myself become competent in a hobby.

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deluded myself into thinking if i wait long enough something or someone will miraculously save me and change my life drastically

Too scared to suicide

To tell you that Akira>NGE

> What are you waiting for.
A green card. I will then either move to a legal weed state and happily work for a minimal wage of shoot myself. Means of suicide are limited in my area.

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>>34538738
>Why are you still alive?
Becouse i don't have balls to do it
And i change opinions really quickly so yeah that's a problem too
>What are you waiting for?
I'm waiting for something nice to happen
Something nice that i can be happy
Something so nice that i can tell myself "This is why you didn't end it"
>What are you trying to archieve?
Happiness.

But if i'm serious with you i won't archieve nothing and i will end up killing myself anyway

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The greatest bliss is waiting for nothing. The greatest bliss is being nothing. The greatest bliss is not needing to achieve anything.

My goal is to become the strongest

>>34541473
its hard to truly live in such state, u probably still want something deep inside.

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1. To outlive reifags
2. To outlive idiotic teenage animeposter gay boys

>>34538738
>Why are you still alive?
Can't stop.

>What are you waiting for?
Approval. It's pretty disgusting.

>What are you trying to achieve?
Self-control, but right now I am not really.

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I don't want to dissapoint my parents.

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i'm still very under the delusion that i'm a great man just waiting to break out of my shell and find my place

Hard coded fear and self preservation. I'm not religious but there's just some ingrain fear about the afterlife.

I want to experience big happenings.
Maybe they will reveal alien life in my lifetime.
Maybe the world will end with me.
Maybe some huge conspiracies will be revealed.

I'm also waiting until I have my own house with a lot of pets.

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>>34542390
This. I can't wait for tripfags and gays to start dropping like flies and have all their other faggot friends cry a river.

>>34538738
Don't want to make my parents suffer
>tfw they don't care about u when u are alive
>tfw you become alive only when you die

i think im still alive because god needs someone to point and laugh at

To see Eva 4.4

>>34538738
Hanging on to the hope of Trump making anime real

>>34543375
yeah there's still way too much anime to watch

Because living in misery is still much easier than killing yourself.
It is heartbreaking to think how bad some people have had it to actually go through with it, but at the same time it makes me laugh how stacies kill themselves because their 5th boyfriend wasn't prince charming after all.

>>34543398
I dont care about anime I just wanna see how it ends(the remakes)

>>34543440
Oh well I can see that. I really like how the movies have been so different. It's like watching a whole new thing

>>34538738
to accept christ into my heart

>>34542390
>/r9k/
>not being a reifag

>>34538738
I don't see a point in rushing things, we all die eventually. I'll just ride this out and enjoy existing while it's a thing.

>>34538738
I need to finish my manifesto.

I'm bad at writting tho

i want you to learn suffering

>>34538738
god I fucking hate this gay glitch trend

Because i dont want to die either

Right now, waiting for my mum to tell me i can move out to the big city for college this year, there is no money for me, my life will begin when i move

I wanna be a film producer, writter, musician, actor and celebrity, i have potencial for all that but im too lazy and have low self esteem

>>34538738
>Why are you still alive?
I haven't killed myself yet.
>What are you waiting for?
The chance to do something great with my life.
>What are you trying to achieve?
My goals. I want to be well-known for doing something creative.

>>34538738
>Why are you still alive?
Cowardice.

What are you waiting for?
Emancipation from this pain and misery.

>What are you trying to achieve?
To be happy.

I hope I grow a pair and kill myself

>>34538738
150 days until i get my own apartment

>>34538738
>maintaining status quo
>nothing
>nothing

>>34544965
>I want to be well-known for doing something creative.
If you are introverted then to do that you need to isolate yourself from social interaction for extended periods of time to be able to zone out effectively.

>>34545583
Probably. I'm very introverted and I hate the benefits extroverts receive in society. I wish people would accommodate my introversion more.

That said, you're kinda wrong in that a lot of the stuff I want to do requires me to be on a team anyway.

>>34545696
LOL what would you consider to be creative then.

Just to lazy to kill myself

>>34538738

at some point i might actually have enough money to feel a modicum of independence

i believe that would make me happy

also a giant fucking world war would be cool

Found programming through games. If i work on projects hard enough ill get to normie island