Long story short, I've got hymen blood on my sheets from

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Long story short, I've got hymen blood on my sheets from Saturday night.

It was definitely consensual, but the reasons I feel bad are:

>She told me she will want to see me a lot if we have sex (she was scared to say "boyfriend," but she might as well have) and she even said I should meet her HORSE this week (kek, even though it's a Mare). I have no intention of seeing her or her horse, maybe not even for more casual sex. I can do better.
>With great power comes great responsibility. I'm aware of the effect I have on women and I actually value a woman's virginity and will only marry/breed one who's never been with another man. So it's extra fucked up that I had to be the Chad who ruined this particular girl. I've only taken one virginity before this.
>she wanted me to use a condom, made me go ask my neighbors. tried it on, it sucks like always, it breaks, I just fucked her raw.
>last words I said to her after I walked her home were "It's a fucked up world. Bye." Kissed her and smacked her ass. Haven't reached out since.

I'm hoping that my dick automatically converted her into a slut who will fuck another guy. If she fucks another guy, then I can drop her without feeling guilty. But I really hope that this doesn't turn into a "regret rape" charge.

Pic related, it's a little dry.