>According to many people sex with your loved one is the best thing in the world
>You will never experience it
How does it make you feel that you don't deserve something that 99% of the people are going to eventually experience it in their lives but you never will
Have a friend with a gf, they have done it, he tells me it wasn't anything special. I don't get it.
>>34502645
he probably does it all the time so it's lost all value to him
>>34502607
Well I'd rather be free, sex isn't that great, we should focus our time and energy on bettering ourselves instead of trying to get sex.
Sadly I procrastinate most of the time so who am I to give advice.
>>34502607
I stopped caring a long time ago, OP.
>>34502607
I don't even have any physical contact at all with anyone in my life,
>>34502750
Me neither, I haven't been outside for 5 years and haven't spoken to anybody except my parents
>>34502686
The thing his he does he did it once and told me it wasn't crap, he is still in a relationship with her 2 years later.
If it's truly "love making" I can understand how it's the best thing in the world. Casual sex is just getting off using someone else's body so you feel more validated afterwards rather than just rubbing one out.
>how does it feel
it gives me anxiety attacks a few times a month, gives me suicidal ideation nearly constantly, overwhelming sense of worthlessness.
seriously not even one person in the world would be with me. shit fucking feels awful as fuck
>>34502865
oh look it's that guy who takes pics of himself crying.
>>34503180
i'm not crying in this one.
>>34503337
maybe not on the outside
i've heard that before too. it feels good, feel like 1 million bucks after. never done it with a "loved one" before.
>>34503528
whoa creepy. i posted that one only one time
also not crying in that one but jesus am i fucking disgustingly ugly. fuck