>tfw finally got laid with a really cool, cute girl >tfw

>>34498426
*losing my virginity
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>>34498426
Thats a shame

What do you think is making you so upset then?

>practically having
Its because you still feel the insecurity of not having a dedicated partner. You're scared she's just gonna go run off and fuck someone else and you really like her.

>>34498733
I'm not sure. Honestly the reason I couldn't get any girls for so long is probably because I put up so many walls around myself to not get hurt, and now I'm finally started to put those walls down. It all feels so empty though, like people are so willing to give out affection that none of it means anything.
>>34498805
Nah, I'm really not looking at it like that. Even if I were to one day marry this girl (which I don't really want to), there's no guarantee she wouldn't go off and fuck another guy. I'm prepared to not have her forever, I'm much more in the mindset of enjoying her while I do have her.

>>34498426
An hour ago i masturbated on the phone with my gf for over an hour (we live in different cities now, so this is kind of nice for us), both came twice and she always fills me with joy and fullfillment

What I can say is to try and completely open yourself to her, let her be your safe haven, spoil her and let yourself be spoiled

I understand the feeling of emptiness you're experiencing right now cause I was the same, but lately it feels like I'm a kid again, I'm finally feeling strong emotions again and I didn't think I could do that anymore

Sure sometimes you'll feel like shit again, but that's normal if you went through some rough stuff, but still, you can heal, even a little, so let yourself be helped