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Here is what I don't understand, I have been a neet for almost 2 years my days haven't changed much since when I left education usually go like this:
>curtains drawn all hours
>269388 tabs open at anytime
>browse various boards read through endless shit flinging
>occasionally talk to my mum but I mostly make my own food
>watch anime/films
>next thing I know its 4am
Even though a small part of me still wants some companionship I don't feel tortured by my isolation, the simple fact is I don't feel depressed or even slightly sad at all. I feel content being by myself because I just despise being around other people, sure my life as a NEET hasn't been as repetitive and I haven't been restricted from doing things as Breivik has but I have been isolated for almost 2 years, I haven't left my property since May 2016 when I voted for the London police commissioner but that could've been done by post. I usually sit in my room like Breivik (he has a ps3 I have a pc) and the toilet/shower are a few metres from where I sleep. If I was working that would be a prison in itself.
tldr: 2 years of being isolated except a few words to my mother every few days hasn't made me depressed at all. Shouldn't I feel even slightly sad?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iWhdzIJMEmQ
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>>34496823
not everyone has to be depressed with this lifestyle. Seems to me that your lifestyle just suits you as a person, you just don't see any purpose in working and that is alright.
You shouldn't be sad, anon. you should be glad you aren't actually.
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>>34496823
Sounds cozy actually anon.
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Behold, a genuine comfy NEET.
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>>34496823
Honestly just try to study something on your own. Something usefull, and I wouldn't even call it wasted time.
Why aren't you doing one of those university things, you don't have to attend?
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>>34496823
>dressed in military clothing
>wearing makeup
wot
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>>34496823
A lot of this can be your sleeping habits playing tricks on you.
Do a test.
Fix your sleeping pattern so you wake up at 5-6am one day.
Browse 4chan or whatever you do with the curtains OPEN.
See how long you last, then report back.
I know what you mean though.
It's easy to get lost in solitude.
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>>34496823
Not really
Dedicate an hour or so a day to some form of study you enjoy and you're golden.
That way you can do things you like while showing that you're making progress as a person.
Ultimate neetdom
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>>34496823
this may change. I didnt think i was depressed intill ive hit 35. in earlier years things were pretty relaxing but the existential dread will set in at one point. you might be fine for a decade or two but who knows.
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