I've completely wasted the last couple years. All I've

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I've completely wasted the last couple years.
All I've been doing is working, lifting, eating and sleeping. I couldn't bring myself to study, I got kicked out of uni because I spent the off-hours simply lying on bed or lurking 4chan, I never cared to submit a single work.
Job's a dead-end garbage, 9 hours a day financial paperwork in a company full of boring, miserable people that still have at least one hobby, while I have none. Lifts stagnated, no progress for 2 years, perhaps because I eat only buckwheat, rice, chicken and an occasional soft drink or shitty cheese pie I make in a stove.

Before this bullshit started, I watched movies, listened to music, read books, played vidya, but now it all feels like a chore.
I don't want to kill myself yet, because I live in a nogunz country (so no perfect way to painlessly an hero), and I don't want to abandon my dog, since there is noone else to look after him.
It's not depression, I don't rock back and forth all day - I work, I walk around, work out, but I can't bring myself to give a fuck about anything anymore.
What gets you out of bed, anon?