>the realization that you let people treat you like shit

Kinda hits in the feels since people love to victim blame.
>It's your fault i do these actions
pretty sure i hate people like that

>>34468434
What do you mean exactly? People held you responsible for things you had nothing to do with?

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>>34468410
>the realization that i would be dead already if i didn't let certain things slide
>the realization that im still stuck in this situation
>the struggle between wanting to realize my goals and throwing it all away in an hate fueled anxiety attack

>>34468449
Yes essentially, many times that has happened.

>>34468534
What do you mean you'd be dead?

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>>34468410


>the realization that the solutions to your problems are usually easy as fuck
>not even "jus b urself" or "push through it" easy, literally as easy as doing a phonecall or writting a short letter
>live a shit life because the potentiall failure and the feeling of sitting at the steering wheel in your life scare you

Every time this one comes around I feel like watching some shitty horror movie about myself doing dumb shit all around and screaming at the tv something like: "You dumb fuck, that is the first place where a killer would ambush you"
And like when watching shitty horror movies, the character is absolutely oblivious to your pleads and actually has some twisted, unknown motivation not even he himself knows to do all this.

>>34468848
You and me both need to trust ourselves more, anon. That realization isn't at all a bad thing.

>tfw you realize you have aspergers and that's why you've always felt different from others

I meet all the criteria, I was in denial for a while but it's just too obvious to write off.

>>34469023
Did you talk to your parents about it?