>in 2 years spongebob will be 20 years old
I wouldn't say I'm old (25) but where the fuck does the time go? Any wasted time related feelings?
I started smoking weed to curb my alcoholism and it's had the unwanted side effect of making me remember a shitload of repressed and blocked childhood memories.
I don't like any of them.
They're all painful.
They all remind me of every opportunity wasted and all the time spent loathing.
Weeks feel like days and years are just a blur now. What's happening?
>>34467548
I don't even think about wasted opportunities but how happy and carefree I was as a kid juxtaposed with now. I just don't understand how it's all over and now I'm supposed to wagecuck for the rest of my life.
>>34467559
Learn a new hobby. When you arent stuck in a monotony your brain has to pay more attention causing time to feel slower. Assuming you work a minimum wage crap job switching to another one can also help.
I did absolutely nothing with my life from age 16 to 22, now I don't even know where to start