How do you think your death is going to be? Do you mind it coming?

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>>34449471
I wish I could die violently and suddenly, so I don't have much time to regret my life choices and with full control over my bodily functions.

That's why I wish to die in battle or in an accident, and not in a hospital bed in 70 years from now. I'm scared of that ending.

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It's pretty hard to say. I hope to be able to, ideally, kill myself quickly and painlessly and slip into my death comfortably, though it is a fear that push could come to shove and I could rather easily end up dying in a very unpleasant way.

I don't fear death itself because nothing comes after it, and so I won't be able to feel pain of some sort or indeed anything at all after that, e.g. I won't be able to regret anything or feel sadness at my own death or something ridiculous like that (though certainly beforehand I'd feel these things), but I fear the horror and pain of dying.

The issue of who and what my death is to effect won't be my problem anymore after I am dead, but it would presumably be something I would consider before dying, planned or otherwise, and in the stages before that in considering/attempting to die. It would be convenient, with suicide as a goal, to be able to think selfishly and recklessly with nothing to lose in order to die. Otherwise, there are burdening obstacles to that with considerations such as, for example, making the discovery of one's corpse as undisturbing as possible, making preparations beforehand to mitigate the practical impact of one's permanent absence, leaving a suicide note to ease the psychological burden of those who are to cope with the death, having the suicide method be as non-destructive to property and uncostly as possible, and so on.

Really, I should have liked to never have been born if I am to suffer and regret my existence so constantly, so by way of dying I will simply set things to the state I feel they ought to have been to begin.

I started reading a really good comic this morning that made me consider mortality.

>>34450051
What was the comic anon?

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>>34450116
The one in the image I posted, the title being Shiyakusho, which is a play on the Japanese word for "City Hall" written as "Death Office". It doesn't appear to have been translated yet despite being in it's seventh volume, but I was stumbling my way through it this morning with my weak grasp of Japanese. The writing is really good, but it's so sad that having gone through the first 90 pages, I don't think I can even make myself finish the first volume, to say nothing of the other six and any future ones.

>>34450242
Try your best, it's always good to finish off a work you like.

>>34450303
It's really good, but I just don't want to completely destroy any hope at productivity by throwing myself into immense apathetic despair like especially sad/sentimental media does to me, is all.