>tfw starting to get fantasies about throwing acid in attractive

>>34438625
I used to not look at people cause I was ashamed I looked disgusting, now I look everyone in the eyes with angry smirk while holding a knive in my pocket, it actually makes me feel better a little bit

>>34438625
Yep the violent thoughts are often nowadays, never used to be.

>>34438625
Don't assume attractive people are any happier than you are. I'm also struggling to find someone who can put up with my shitty personality.l

>>34438625
it's ur personality

I'm srs. Lots of good looking people think they are ugly too

>>34438625
Are you me? My face is so fucked people assume I was in some horrible accident.

>>34440184
>it's ur personality
didn't realize personality caused acne conglobata

>>34440184
>be ugly kid with mushroom haircut, girly face and glasses in elementary
>get bullied and teased and hair pulled
>always made fun of by the girls and never played with the boys
>go through puberty in highschool
>start looking better thanks to my feminine features
>stop getting mom haircuts
>lose the glasses
>start to lift
>it doesnt stop there
>big target for all the insecure
>always called gay, a nerd, they always find something to tease on me that day
>sometimes get a compliment here in there in every 100th comment about me
>girls always mired me and talked to me in class but at that point i was just too emotionally broken to ever do anything with them after class

honestly looking good is the only thing i have for me these days but theres nothing i can do outside that would ever not put me in a situation without getting social anxiety or me being awkward as fuck