Okay /r9k/ hear me out
>stopped drinking weeks ago
>drinking close to no soda anymore
>cooking more than before
>able to keep my apartment clean mostly
>finally able to actually brush my teeth every evening
>feel much better
And yet no motivation to do anything. I'm not going to my exams even though it's my first year of university. I haven't been at the university for nearly 3 months, so I was practically never there. I'm just sitting at my pc all day. Sometimes wandering aimlessly around when there is nothing to do. I watch some anime that comes out this season. Videogames bring me close to no joy. I know basically no one in this city, since I moved here for university.
How do I proceed? Do I need to do sports to find motivation? Do I need to try get """friends"""? Any normies that can help out? I know you're here. I just want to continue feeling better. I'm not fat either. Only a slight belly currently and otherwise no extra fat.
Economics major and living in Germany.
Face reality and align it with your dreams as best you can because that's all life is.
>>34436273
I feel like I would destroy my fathers feelings like this. I really want to get somewhere in life to make him proud. We never had a strong connection, but he loves me and I love him. We just never said it. I want to use this as a way to show this to him. So I can't afford to fail.
Sup, fellow germanbro, which city you in?
>>34436364
Kiel
>>34436397
Too bad. Could of used a partner for gym n general life development down in munich ;)
t. disillusioned moonspeak student
>>34436345
Clearly you don't care enough about him if you aren't trying at all. Harsh reality check. Go to class if you want to impress him