>"you need to talk more"
>"why do you talk so little?"
>"don't be so quiet anon, it's scary"
I CAN'T DO IT. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR IT'S WAY TOO LATE WHEN I DO KNOW.
>tfw have nothing to say
it's not that I don't want to say anything
I just have nothing to add to the conversation
ever
how do normies even do it I will never understand
>be absent-minded
>sometimes can't concentrate when people talk, so forget what they just said a minute ago
>always lost in thought
>mostly think about weird things
>don't even think about some of the things that other people talk about all the time so no idea how to talk about such things
>not interested or experienced in most normie things like having kids or tending to potatoes or whatever they do
>>34428263
How the hell did they learn it? ijdk
>>34428165
Why I don't talk? Because the senseless drivel that comes out of your mouth is worth no-ones time. Nothing you or any of your friends have to say will add anything to my life, so I just shut up and think about other things.
>>34428165
>play videogames with people who never went to college
>one of them goes to college but is studying philosophy
>constantly tell me i dont talk very much
>whenever I do talk, they make fun of me
>call me stupid all the time
>when they were living their normal lives
>I went between addiction, mental illness, lost a marriage, was hospitalized, got put in a coma, lost one of my friends to meth, another to pedophilia.
>just try to be normal and nice to everyone
>they both have fairly rich families and never really struggled in their life
>one person suffered abuse as a young child so he can sorta relate but picks on me anyways
>I could easily tell them to fuck off and die but then Id have no friends at all anymore and be pretty much completely alone
>30% of the time I say something its so abstract they have no ability to follow my train of thought
I can talk, it just feels bad. No one wants to talk to me and begging someone to talk with me is just to pathetic
>awww anon you should try talking more
>don't know shit about anything except dumb nerd shit
>"HAHA THAT'S PATHETIC ANON WOW STOP TALKING TO US HAHA"
>>34428165
>talk
>awkward silence
>people look at each other
>"...anyways blablabla"
>>34428165
>"why are you so quite, communicate with us, it's like you are not even here!"
>"dude just shut the fuck up already, you just keep talking all the time all this non-sense"
>>34428165
>doing my work
>start to dissociate
>"...anon? Anon? Why don't you ever talk?"
>reply back that I don't feel like talking and don't care about what they are doing.
>look at me like I just massacred a mall but then go back to what they are doing
>i just have nothing to say or anything to add to the conversation
>sit there just listening to a stupid conversation that i have nothing in common with
>not interested in the conversation
>"What are you thinking about, anon?"
I'm literally just staring at the fabric pattern on the table cloth
>>34428740
tried begging, still didn't work
>>34428165
>"What are you thinking anon"
>"Oh, just thinking about town rapists"
>"Why the hell are you thinking about rapists"
>"You know, cultural differences are interesting, and accepting rape as a normal thing is certainly o- "
>"DID YOU JUST SAY RAPE IS NORMAL? WTF; FUCK OFF CREEP"
Apparently, women don't like talking about town rapists.
>>34429025
This every time. Why do they tell me to talk if they'll ignore me anyway?
>>34428165
Grow some balls and tell them you are too intelligent to talk and your not here to entertain them with your words.
>>34428649
As someone who dealt with "friends" that made fun of me all the time, I highly suggest dropping them from your life. You may be alone, but at least you won't have to deal with constantly being insulted.
Is the real answer autism?
Reply: "and you talk way too much"
>>34429735
never been actually diagnosed with autism or aspergers, but there must be something wrong with me. t. op
>>34428165
>wanting to talk with normies
It had this problem when I was younger, but then I just started insulting everyone with every other sentence, so now everyone shuts up because they are expecting me to make a sick burn.
All of you are trying to fit into a normie circle, that is your first problem, your second is you aren't taking a normie circle role, meaning you will always be pushed out of a normie conversation.
>I'm sorry if I make you uncomfortable but this is the way I am. It has nothing to do with you.
>>34429145
My mom did this. All the time. She couldn't grasp that I just turned my brain off and stared at something.