All I want is to be someone different I just want to experience

>>34425228
I don't really want to be anyone else so much as I just don't want to be anyone, personally. I was never happier than before I'd developed a coherent sense of self, when my head had no inner monologue and just a series of free floating, dissociated thoughts. If I could become a ghost and just wander the earth observing without interacting and without an identity, I would be sorely tempted.

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Yeah I just really wish I was someone else I've always wished I'd have a genie so I could change myself into a better personality version of me that I could be happy with even to be born rich would solve 70% of my problems or even as a girl

>>34425228
I have the opposite problem, it's not better on the other side senpai

>can lucid dream, but takes too much effort
>while VR isn't a thing, I can vividly imagine anything I want to in a daydream and live it, but it just makes me incredibky sad when I think about reality
>Can roleplay in garbage MMOs, but no matter what even if full mind uploading and VR existed, the world would still suck as normalfags would upload thousands of clones
>If we could upload conciousness into robot bodies, I'd get hacked by a normalfag
>Can kill myself, but every time I am just about to, life gives me just enough reason to live.

Life is a prison, and escapism will not work.
Sorry to be depressing, but there is no escape.

>>34426072
Been there, tried that. I've experienced states of no identity, and it feels like a prison, except now you are nothing in an endless sea of nothing, doing nothing with your purpose being nothing - but you still feel sad.

If I could wish for one thing, it would be no emotions.

The only way would be a complete mind wipe.

>>34425228
I try not to have that feel because if you can't bee yourself you are just going to hate living. Try this guide for lucid dreaming:

http://www.dreamviews.com/induction-techniques/113253-all-day-awareness-dild-tutorial-kingyoshi.html

>>34425228
Yeah I know this feel. i'm a completely lost cause I wish I could start over as someone else.

>>34426344
I studied lucid dreaming for about 4 months, and spent 3 months with dream journals. I did succeed lucid dreaming, and was able to keep lucidity for a few minutes at a time before waking up - flying like superman, and being able to defeat monsters in a reccuring dream I had was so rewarding. But eventually the effort of dream journals and sleep timing got too much, and I stopped.

Would highly reccomend as an experience, but be aware you need dedication.

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>>34426344
Addition to my post: I used the DILD method, linked here for lucid dreaming. Other methods may be easier, and some people have it easier than others.