Can we have a /sad/ thread?
Post what is making you sad.
Post sad pictures.
Post sad music
Anything goes
>>34411091
pic related is probably my favourite sad picture.
Although it doesn't really show something that sad you can see the war in his eyes, I dunno
i feel numb
nothing matters
i want to get drunk again
i miss my friend
everyone moves on im still here
finished reading akira ;_;
I'll never experience this. I was destined to observe, never experience.
>>34411091
This has always been a favourite and I wish I had a story behind it.
>>34411107
>the war
>fbi
pick one
>be me
>mother is extreme bitch
>been this way since I was a child
>can honestly say she never loved me
>has proven that to me by calling me useless on multiple occasions
>"I just want your love mommy"
>"get out of my house"
Now Im living with my brother as I wait for her to come to a decision on letting me back in her house over her starting shit when im tired and stressed about my future
>>34411333
>"I just want your love mommy"
>"get out of my house"
>Now Im living with my brother
How old are you really?
>>34411404
18 m8
still in hs
I have friends, but i don't care about them as much as they care about me. I wish they would suddenly hate me someday, but i know i should be grateful and happy. I don't think i was made to care for others more than my self, it makes me feel alienated from everyone i talk to. I shouldn't be here.(i don't know what else to say)
Vodka is the best companion I could hope for.
>>34411177
damn that's actually pretty sad...
congrats on double dubs and trip btw
Loneliness hit me pretty hard today. Not sure why but I just suddenly began to feel really empty.
Everything feels meaningless since she rejected me.
>>34412452
what happened, anon? Friendzoned?
>>34411091
It's typical but i'm so sad that I'm single and have been all my life
>>34413272
She acted really into me and when I told her how I felt she just ignored me. Fucking hurt man.
>>34413381
age?
feel the same anon..
>>34413411
how did you told her? By texting? or how?
>>34413437
Text because I'm an idiot. It went from feeling like I could tell her anything to feeling like I don't even know her at all. I just couldn't believe she wouldn't even do me the courtesy of giving me an honest answer.
>>34411166
I loved Akira. I still feel sorry for Tetsou
Being left out because you are different.
>>34411091
I can't feel anything, all I every dream about is her, it kills me to see her with him, where did everything go so wrong, I just want to feel agian, to be loved agian..
My death will make some people sad.
It's unfortunate that my biggest impact on humanity will be a negative one.
>>34411166
kaaneeeedaaaanice dubs
>>34413416
19. Yeah not that old but still, everyone around me had sex, had girlfriends and boyfriends and got to share intimate moments and cuddles and hand-holding. I want that
>>34413619
TETSOUUUUUU!
>been listening to nostalgic edgy music from early 2000s lately
>think about junior high and hs
>all the missed opportunities
>drive around town thinking about how everyone I knew either left town or became druggies
>qt I had a crush on got married
>obsessed w/ the past
my god those read like edgy pop punk lyrics
>>34413479
How old is she? Im passing a similar situation, just open to me anon..
>>34413535
Same, all my problemas have a name, HER. She's single, but I im dying inside knowing that she doesnt even think about me..
>>34413578
Death is not the way anon..
>>34413629
I am 20.
Yeah I have the same feeling. All people I know with gf/bf having a happy life together, I really want that, why this world so fucking unfair with us?
Fuck.
post some sad birthdays
>>34413629
ive got that feeling, im a bit younger though so maybe its not so bad.
i just wanna get to that point of having someone, all that shit leading up to it is so tedious and fake, i cant go through it again
>>34413758
Whats your age? if youre 17 or under 17, don't worry, anon
i've been thinking of the proper way to kill myself without hurting too many people
>>34411091
My parents put my dog to sleep (he had cancer in his throat) today while I was at class. Feels really bad man.
>pic related, it's my dog, yesterday
>tfw he will never lick my face against my will again
>>34413811
what is it?
original feels
>>34413811
i think i'll run far away up north and burn through what little money i have on hotels until i find a place in the forest that suites me
>>34411141
Why can't you go talk to your friend?
>>34413715
why is that bd sad?
imagine thinking you had found it all
just to have perfection turn you away
>>34413837
i'm can survive in the woods by myself
maybe i'll just live there for a while
>>34413805
just barely under, maybe im overreacting. im not as bad as most the people here i guess, but just the idea of having a girlfriend and acting all cute sounds so cringe.
maybe i just wanna fuck a hooker
>>34413862
i just want to be alone and not hurt anybody
>>34411091
I work in a library, and the way some parents are to their kids makes me really depressed.
>ignoring them
>telling them their book choices are shit
>hitting them
>abusing them verbally
Also
>be me
>working in library, shelving books
>old man comes in alone and starts writing letters
>start chatting
>he's just been diagnosed with leukemia
>no one to talk to
>notice he's wearing odd shoes
>starts crying
>stay and talk to him
>he tells me I'm the first person he's told, that there is no one else
>feels bad man
>>34413866
gtfo out of here before it's too late, it's for your own good
>start dating girl before winter break starts
>we talk and things are going great for two weeks or so
>after awhile she says we need to slow down
>say that's fine, she says she still likes me
>that turns into her not talking to me for days at a time
>Eventually get told "i cant do this anymore"
>tell her I dont want to be "just friends" because it's empty and meaningless but I don't want her out of my life
who /knowsthisfeel/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eu0KsZ_MVBc
and here's some black metal for same feel but in less-hopeful way
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RPFglcbAkyY
>>34413758
>>34413805
>>34413866
No, you should worry. If you're just hiding alone in your room nothing is going to come to me.
In 2012 I fell for the "you're young, don't worry" meme. It does not get better.
>>34413811
>>34413837
>>34413862
>>34413879
That's just beautiful anon, I want it too but I don't know how, I live in this fucking city, I just want to live in a lonely forest, working for living and living for working.
>>34413715
Table is set for 5 ppl his grandfather is still alive and looking good, both are smiling. How is this in any way sad?
>>34414023
if anything it looks comfy as fuck... reminds me of my birthdays before my granddads passed away
>>34414069
Me too, I really miss my grandparents, all of them died by the time I was 20.
>>34413930
theres not much i can do rn to be honest. im kinda stuck bc everyone at my school hates me or thinks im crazy. Currently im just hoping college will be better
>>34411552
Be my friend who I makes me heartbroken every time I'm reminded how much you don't care about me
>tfw love of your life died in your arms in agony and there wasn't a single fucking thing you could do about it
>tfw retards wonder why i became an alcohol
i just want to forget it all ;_;
if i tell my therapist that i'm going to kill myself does something happen? like can she call the cops? i want that fat idiot to know she failed
>>34414487
Wouldn't recommend it, they will hospitalize you against your will if you say that.
>>34413879
Do you want to talk? I'll listen to anything you have to say at all, without judgement. I'm here for you, anon.
>>34413671
I've been doing this lately too after digging up Slipknot songs I used to listen to then. I grew up in a somewhat abusive home though, so most of my missed opportunities had to do with me being emotionally crippled. I've since come to peace with me missing out on young love, but it still sucks when people bring up those times and I have nothing to show for them when it comes to relationships.
23 year old KV btw
>>34411173
What's worse than never experiencing that is having it then losing it.
>>34414409
tell us what happened, anon
>you have been muted because your comment was not original
>>34411173
I've day dreamed of doing this. I tear up sometimes doing so. its a real fucking shame. WHY MUST IT HAPPEN TO US.
>>34412011
Iktf. Life is constantly reminding us, why?
i have no real friends and idk what im doing with my life
>>34413882
My uncle died for leukemia too.
I was only 6 and he was like a brother for me, when he died I never overreated, but it scarred me for life.
I almost just cannot experience positive emotions anymore.
Not sure if going to make a greentext because I don't have the will to do it
>>34411091
This doesn't have the same effect on me as it did the first time but i still feelsad?when I look at it.
i have a mild deformity that makes me feel less than human that i want fixed but i don't have a job
i cant get a job
my life is going nowhere
>>34413629
Its funny to me how fast and crucial the 18-20yrs are. A chance to start in uni, making friends that can last far longer than hs, learning about the workd that has opened up to you. There are so many experiences to have as a fresh adult, and i got none of them. I missed out, yet again. I wonder how bad it would feel to go back to uni, amongst the exited 18wr olds
>>34414581
this is 100% accurate
You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original.
>>34414539
>Wouldn't recommend it, they will hospitalize you against your will if you say that.
she's not a real doctor though
>Do you want to talk?
i don't really have anything to say
>>34414806
Eh I don't either, but I love to listen to people with deep thoughts ramble sometimes. I feel awfully lonely lately even when I'm with people.
>>34413700
22, I'm 23. It just really blows idk. It's been a month long process of both of us getting angry at eachother for increasingly petty reasons and now it's kind of resolved itself but I still feel upset about it all. I know for a fact that she finds me attractive according to a friend of hers so I don't know what happened. I wish I could hate her but I find all of her flaws attractive. She's just one of those girls that I know is probably not even a good match for me, but if she told me this whole thing was a misunderstanding and that she was just afraid of commitment that I would cave and love her unconditionally.
>>34413930
25 next month still a Virgin, i tried to Fuck a hooker but my dick did not get up due to cocaine usage, i was so high and drunk i don't even remember Wtf happened
>>34413862
this anon is a strong person
>>34411091
My dog died in the middle of the night and I found him dead beside my bed this morning when I was getting up to go to school.
So yeah, pretty horrible.
>7 years ago
>was the funny but annoying guy in school, had some good friends
>go to high school, still was the funny guy but now without many friends
>mother died of cancer, she raised me alone so I need to move with my uncle
>not funny anymore, just pass my days alone, pass lunch in new high school toilets
>uncle and aunt cant stand my passivity, get kicked out
>try to go to college but I don't have any motivation so become NEET
>since my mother died I had 400 euro permonth (450 dollars) so I can aford a shitty 1-room apartment
>this stop when i'm 22
>i'm 22 in two days
>no family, no friend, virgin, social retard, and the equivalent of 4000 dollars in my bank account
well i'm pretty sad
>>34413811
Bumper for reading ur story later
FUCK off I'm going to be back later and this is definitely a original comment
I've crippled myself with emotional isolation and removed myself from any support I might have from family or friends. They feel distant and alien at times.
I only want a few things in life, but I actively cripple myself from achieving my goals through willing stagnation and the repetition of my wretched daily routine.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJpJ8REjvqo
>>34413822
>he will never lick my face against my will again
I know this feel today, it's so fucking awful.
>>34415179
>4000 dolars
You can travel somewhere with that. Go to the philipines and fuck some childrens
i'm not about to post a picture of my fiance's kids on 4chan but like
man, i miss the twins a lot right now
>>34415260
nah i'm too much of a fag to travel alone, i'm not Chad anon.
>>34413822
People are born so they can live a good life They need to love everyone all the time and be nice Dogs already know how to do that so they dont need to spend their entire lives learning how to do it Thats why they dont need to live long
>>34413911
>who /knowsthisfeel/
not me but I am dating a girl who is perfect for me and I dont wanna lose her.
>>34415306
travel agencies? They give you guided tours and security so you dont have to worry about anything at all
>>34415306
Just look for a job anon, I'm sad to admit but you are really fucked, get a job for at least this year save your wage do not spend much money with futile things, i lived in the streets when i was your age, my situation was the same as yours, 37 now with my own house, still a loser but I'm not sad anymore, still no family tho
>>34413272
>>34413411
>>34413437
>>34413700
>>34414983
This is why I'm sad. I really hit it off with her and I don't know if I fucked up or not.
>>34411091
>i'm a drain and a parasite
>i'll never accomplish anything of note
>i'll never know when it's right for me to call someone my friend
>foreign student in the UK, can talk fluent English when it's with someone I'm comfortable with, can't talk for shit or understand anything otherwise, feel like crap considering how immigrants are viewed rn
>>34415482
You said free this WEEK she said WEEKEND, she probably have a bparty to go this weekend ask her out Monday
I like sad music.
https://youtu.be/d91ihBqLiJo
>be me
>16
>happy go lucky kid
>literally nothing extremely bad happens in my life apart from the occasional death in the family, parents fight, normal stuff life hands you
>get gf
>get even happier
>date for a while
>meanwhile, my mom had been talking about leaving my dad, never took it seriously
>she makes a moving day, and she's 100% set on it but doesn't tell my dad
>moving day comes and she leaves (I still get to see her every weekend or so but it doesn't make things better)
>spend a lot of time with dad and gf after that
>gf decides this is the perfect time to cheat on me and eventually break up with me
>I know that her and I were just dumb kids but still
>she gives me cat to "console" me
>lil niggas cool and helps me a little but things still suck
>dad works night shift so I would bring friends over to spend night so I wasn't alone
>go back to school after summer
>dad struggling to pay for all the utilities and crap because mom was a big help in that, her job payed more than my dad's
>try to get in relationships again but they're all roasties and don't care
so here I am, OP, sitting in my room waiting for the microwave to finish warming up some leftover soup and listening to my dad trying to take out a loan to pay bills, getting shit grades in my junior year cause I'm not getting enough sleep being a depressed faggot. does it get better?
I'm going to watch the office now, maybe I'll laugh some
Original as Fuck
>>34415478
Yeah I know that, but I'm autistic as fuck without the genius side.
I really can't have a normal conversation with any other human beeing and I'm so ashamed of myself that I think I'm capable to change.
I'll probably do an hero in 1 or 2 years living homeless.
>>34411091
Im lying to my family and my girlfriend that i go to college but i actually never finished hs, im 25. Idk what to do
>>34415613
>16
>gf
>junior year
REEEE underaged normie get out
>>34415613
fuck you cunt
oreg
who /alcoholic dad/ here?
>>34415613
Could you please get out? We don't need your teenage problems here, get a job and help your father
>>34415578
OH shit
I'm a moron
Thanks anon I finally might ascend to normie hood.
>start getting my live together, finally go back to uni
> work and study parallel, it's tough but it feels good to be moving forward
> finally save up to buy necessary books, a smartphone, calculator, took me over a year of saving
> even bought a second-hand bicycle
> biking home from work
>get run at by dog
> almost hit it, swerve and fall badly
> rip my pants, land on phone, both completely out of commission
> get home, find out calculator broke too
> gloves also torn
This is what I get for thinking that I ever had a chance. Will probably get fired since these were the only pants I could wear to work and I won't have the money to afford new ones until the end of February.
>>34413911
damn, love me some DSBM and BM in general. Sorry to hear about your problem, best thing is probably to get over her. (P.S. I like the avalanches too c:)
>>34415846
>buying books
nigga what are you doing
it's very likely you can find them on gen.lib.rus.ec, and if not there, if it's not a shit uni, the library should have them
>>34415820
I'm cheering for you, it's always good to hear a robot is leaving this shit hole
>>34415629
i love that show, anon. hope you feel better, buddy.
>>34411141
that is a goddamn sad gondola my friend
>>34416149
I'm already feeling better thx man, just finished watching that Threat level :midnight one, I always feel better after watching that show
i dont like people bitching about their problems bc its usually just a burden to others, but fuck it. might be kinda nice to do it once.
>parents very controlling, constantly trying to run my life (basic parent shit)
>make me join this hardcore boyscout troop, niggas are basically wilderness survival military type shit
>have to miss every break from school to go to wilderness and hike for days on end
>end up being molested in boy scouts (shock shock), ironically its by another scout. too mch of a pussy to tell anyone
>dad is constantly away on business to pay for my siblings and moms stupid shit (they seemingly get whatever they want)
>dad is super depressed and lonely when hes gone, when hes home hes always busy being nagged
>find out my mom is cheating on him, she guilts me into never telling him
>i am destroyed by guilt constantly for never telling him, but by now it feels too late
>finally find a girl i like, helps take shit off my mind
>long story short, i fcked her over in a teenage boy moment by stopping talking with her, so later down the line when we reconnect she cucks me for a guy whos bullied me for years
>i cant even express how angry i am, makes it worse bc she makes me keep it a secret
>feel constant feelings like im crazy, losing empathy with normies and gaining it for fringe people
>constantly feel paranoid
>cant even relate to anyone near me spare for a few friends
>try and talk to a teacher about it, they think im joking and laugh at me
>try and tell a "friend", they end up laughing too
>cant even express how i feel or the shit im seeing and hearing, that I KNOW cant be there
>people at school now think im crazy and dangerous bc i believe in a few conspiracy theories
>totally fucking alienated by world at large
so yea, basically ive been ruining my life by being too much of a pussy to just say how im feeling and tell people whats happened, but any time i do im even more alienated
although, still could be worse
>>34415482
You're being too clingy. Talk to her like you talk to your bros. "Yo want to grab a drink tomorrow?"
i'm depressed. i'd say something wordy and shit to sound all special about it, but in the end it is what it is and there's no use fluffing it up.
i thought i was starting to make friends and "come out of my shell" as others put it. Lately i feel like I don't even exist to anyone anymore. I've been sort of friends with some of my coworkers, but they seem so dismissive of me now. It sucks, I was actually putting in effort and being more open-minded and not so quiet/shy/whatever, but now it's like nothing mattered.
The people I thought I'd get along with as friends just ignore me outside of work. They'll talk about hanging out, their "group chat," snapchat, etc and never really bring it up to me or invite me out.
The girl who I was talking to has been really mean to me lately. We'll still flirt but she's starting to get closer and closer to actually being a jerk instead of playfully insulting, if that makes sense. I've been in a shit mood lately, and she pointed it out, but after a few days she started saying shit like "another rough day? you must have it soooo bad"
what's worse is some new guy just got hired. He's in his thirties, a high school dropout with a kid, yada yada yada, and they're both talking and hanging out. Like shit, I'm 23 and she's 22 and he's 34. She'll complain about old creepy dudes hitting on people, but now she's hanging out with this joke.
It sucks. I've never really cared about whether or not I had friends, even when I had a bunch of people to hang out with in highschool. But now it's really getting to me, and no matter what I do to make an effort to reach out to people I just feel like it's getting worse.
I'm going nowhere in life and all I feel is isolated and trapped.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Af_1K7CzYU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0aaaSNXxZFA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBcyuUy-l84
>it's an "anon had a chance and blew it by taking things too personally" episode
>>34411177
Can someone please write a story to accompany this? A new thread may be more fitting
>>34411733
After a few days any alcohol taste vanishes and it's like milk. For you too? I enjoy cheap vodka
>>34417233
Fuck off
We come here to wallow in self pity and either continue that or learn to fix our problems
We don't need you making it worse
>>34417953
>try to post vaguely about something that went wrong in my personal life that's upsetting me
>get told to fuck off
WTF man I just came here to feel
>>34417313
I'm not a writer, but the sign he has says "will bounty hunt for food"
So, in the far future the world has been converted into an ancap wet dream, but people are monopolizing on bounty hunting.
That old timer, who's seen more shit than these prissy upstart kids, is deligated to a life of begging as organized gangs, rather than individual contractors, take over merc work
>>34418014
Oh, sorry
I took your post as a generalization of US
My bad, sorry
Sadblox with lox
>>34418066
I just realized from that pic that some amazing artist, magnitudes better than me, made this as a sick joke or a cry for help
What if this a cry for help from some talented person?
I've got that "background character in your own life" feel. I don't think I have any place in the world
>>34418042
It's cool anon, thank you for your courteous response.
>>34411091
>only woman I could ever love left me after 6 months for someone better
>none of my dreams will ever become a reality
>my music is getting worse, and I lost the hard drive with all the songs I had ever written that I was proud of
>going on 20 and still in high school
>It's unlikely I'll graduate
>my parent's won't let me drop out
>I'm an "adult" but they still control me
>no aspirations
>the only joys in my life come from fantasizing abot realities where my dreams actually become true
>hate the daylight, but can't switch to nocturnal schedule/real nigga hours
>only place near me that's hiring is a factory that I didn't last a month in
>6'2" and 169lbs, but the weight is only in places that make me look horrible
>too feminine to be a "man", not masculine enough to be a trap
>my dad's dissapointed in me for my life, but he still loves me, and I know that's fucking killing him
>my mom doesn't understand me, my interests, or my struggles, and is probably developing Alzheimer's
>every night I cry and drink till I pass out, while thinking about the girl who left
>I still like to imagine she's still with me
>psychosis, depression, and anxiety are all getting worse by the day
Pic unrelated, (s)he's just adorable..
>>34411177
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Last_Man_Standing:_Killbook_of_a_Bounty_Hunter
original insurance
>>34418137
Oh fuck, are you a Punch Brothers fan?
Never met one here
>>34418166
what is Punch Brothers? Never heard of it, sorry to disappoint you.
If you actually try to look at the motivations behind what they're posting, most threads on /r9k/ are sad threads. Much of the anger, too, is just an outward manifestation of a sadness that anons feel unable to express in other manners.
>>34418188
Bluegrass band, your pic was from an album cover for their album "Phosphorescent Blues"
>last Christmas
>in Uni
>parents visit my city
>somewhat glad, plan Christmas dinner etc
>"Oh sorry Anon, we're actually meeting friends for dinner that day, we just need a place to stay"
>k
>New Year eve
>same thing happened
>they left on the 3rd of Jan
>>34418276
>>34418188
Just to add, you should really check em out
Theyre music is fantastic instrumentally and lyrically
>>34418276
Oh, that's cool. I just picked that because it's a Rene Magritte painting and I like his art.
>>34418295
Fuck that
If they're not going to even spend Christmas or new years with you, don't let them into your home
>>34418323
Not trying to be annoying, but they're a great feelsy band at times with some good pick me up songs too
Very diverse songs
>>34411091
I get sad at the porn and CUTE GIRLS posted on every single fucking board I go to. It keeps me constantly thinking of "mfw incel kissless no gf"
There are autistic posters on this site that obsess with posting EPIC CUTE GIRLS. They come up with the thinnest excuses to do it and then if you enter the thread they fake conversations with themselves so they can post more and more pics. Idk why they do it or if it bothers anyone but me.
>>34418366
I don't feel anything when I look at people in porn, because there's no emotional connection there. Maybe a little less so for amateur stuff, but the performance aspect still taints the relationship. So it doesn't bother me at all, nor does it arouse me. It's just mechanical interaction.
>>34416984
fucking girls man...
I think thats the root of your problems
>>34413822
When I was 13 my parent's put down my cat (he was the same age as me, and one of my only friends) while I was at school, and didn't tell me until I got home.
It ruined every Oct. 31st for the past 7 years. I don't even call it "halloween" anymore. I still have the photo my mom took of me sleeping with him on the 30th
Fuck this, i need to drink again today
>>34411173
"Destined to observe"
Cuck
My best friend died. He was a bird. He died alone when we were out.
>>34413822
Oh god
I really don't know what tf I'm going to do without my dog
She's such a sweet pupper
Love her honestly more than anything
>>34413882
That man is a robot just like us
He's from a different generation
If he were younger he'd likely be on this board
>>34418775
sorry about your bird bro. was he friendly? my family has two parakeets I really want to befriend but they flip out anytime someone gets near them
>>34418685
go away scum. Trash like you overuse that term in situations where it's not even accurate and then when the time comes to call an actual cuck a cuck it's no more meaningful than calling him a pussy. You're a fucking normalshit.