>last year
>6/10 girl sat in front of me in class
>very quite and cute to me and thought I saw her looking at me a few times
>we sat outside on the same bench together once
>obsessed about her for months
>present year
>we have a class together this year
>we get in groups for an activity
>decide to stop being a pussy and talk to her
>ask her how she did on the final last semester
>she says "oh were you in that class I don't really recognize you"
>she walked inches past me every day for 15 weeks
>I'm so insignificant and unappealing that not a single detail about my person stuck in her memory
>I still remember lines of a story she wrote
Jesus Christ I never realized how delusional and pathetic I truly was. How do I abandon all desire for female companionship?
Maybe she is as equally shy and autistic as you are and got nervous when you started talking to her. Look on the bright side, you broke the ice. Start making convos.
>>34375690
she might be paying it off cool senpai. probably doesnt want to seem like she's stalking you
>>34375822
>>34375859
These are wrong girls pretend beta cucks don't exist
>Jesus Christ I never realized how delusional and pathetic I truly was
I know this feel well senpai. That feeling of self loathing when you love and fantasize about someone who hardly even knows you exist.
I still think about the same girl from college and hate myself for having such delusional fantasies that I would ever run into her again.
>>34375690
cut your dick and balls anon, then you won't have to worry with that stuff anymore
>>34375690
Just focus on realizing that the only reason you desire females is because nature wants you to reproduce. If you want companionship get a pet
HARSH NEG
HOW WILL OP RECOVER FROM THIS
>>34375690
Honestly anon, I've felt "connected" to roasties before and it's always a mistake. They'll be your friend on LinkedIn or Kikebook or some shit just to keep their options open. You'll *never* fuck them.
>>34375690
There's still some hope for you. At least you didn't make a fool of yourself and ask her out when talking to her for the very first time on the last day of class like I did.
>>34376756
That's true. At least you're not this much of a faggot OP.