>tfw you wake up one morning and realize that you became a

>tfw you wake up one morning and realize you always were a monster

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>>34358363
thinking about this shit on a regular basis trying to better myself (if anything to keep my mind off of those thoughts)

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>>34358363
>tfw when you became the ghost you always wanted to be
>Studied 10 in the same school, no one remembers me
>Studied 5 years in the same high school, no one remembers me
>Studied in the same college for 5 years, no one remembers me

it feel real good mates

>>34358363
How have you become a monster, anon?

>Tfw you wake up


Killmepls

>>34358363
No one is ever truly beyond saving OP. What's your issue(s)? This is a first hand post.

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>>34358363
I feel ya OP. My father was mentally ill so growing up I had to learn to be emotionally numb to deal with him. After my parents split, my mother turned into quite the paranoid monster herself and I've begun to realize that in an effort to protect myself from her I've had to become a being from the abyss. I know it sounds edgy, but once you fall into the abyss there's no going back.

>>34359669
I was diagnosed with parkinson's disease at 27 like my grandpa because I show tremor symptomes. Except my family I have no one that would take care of me. I don't want this anymore. I wanted to life a normal life with a wife and kids, but I know how it ended with my grandpa that couldn't even speak anymore and almost shit/pissed himself. I only want to be gone. Nobody should bear the pain to take care of me.

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>>34358363
>tfw you are a sick person that cannot be helped with modern medicine and the only way out is suicide

>>34359878
Have you ever seen the Shootist? It's a John Wayne movie, you should watch it.

>>34360036
No I haven't but if you recommend it I will watch it before I off myself. I think I've already decided.

>>34360058
It's about a terminally ill man who doesn't want to die weak and without control of his own body.