So, I've started realising that I'm probably never

At first I ran through my head to try and see if you were one of my friends we are in such a similar scenario then I realized your grammar was too good so that blew that out of the water. To answer your question you either find a girl who doesn't hate you or get used to isolation and loneliness and mark the date on your calendar a few years down the road that you decide to ventilate your cranium

>>34325239
Well, what's your situation? How similar to mine is your own?

>>34325306
Well to start all the friends I had except 2 have left me due to my issues with drugs and anger while under the influence. The ones I do have both have girls, one of which is an insufferable troglodyte so I can't handle being around her dense ass. I also can't socialize and I actively avoid it if I can, I don't get drunk but I pop excessive amounts of benzos which magnifies my anger and depersonalization. Instead of learning skills that will help me meet people I learned useless shit like hunting. I have no hope to meet a woman and I have accepted this. I have told myself if I reach 25 and still haven't found a purpose it's out with the grey matter and in with the lead.

>>34325306
I do not recommend death it's just what I want to do, it gives me a way out and it puts my mind at ease

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>>34325430
Lucky for you, you have the opportunity to learn hunting. Living in the uk makes it hard to get into it as a hobby due to our shitty gun laws as well as the fact that I'm from a deprived area. I too also have problems with drug use as I often take ecstasy, which in Scotland is a lot stronger that US ecstacy to the point where 1/2 pull is equivalent to 1 1/2 pills US. I take about 2 on average as well as Charlie or molly because it helps me not think about everything. I think I genuinely have depression but I can't get help and my friends are no use either. Especially the autistic girl. She just keeps talking and talking, can't spend 5 minutes on her own without her boyfriend and acts like a fucking child consistently, and she has that stupid retard laugh and can't control the volume of her voice. She just constantly pisses me off which doesn't help things at all.

>>34325654
With me it's the depersonalization that gets to me. Every time I try to get together with friends the trog is there making it a chore, after a while I couldn't do it anymore so I can no longer see friends unless they bring their girls. Even then they are ridiculously naive, and I try to open up to them and funnily enough they start talking about how much they love and fuck their girls. I suppose I feel alone even though I'm surrounded by people.

>>34325654
I'm sorry to do this I feel like this is the first person I could relate to on this board but I have work in 6 hours so I need to sleep, basically you have no choice but to "bee urself bro" or learn to tolerate the loner lifestyle

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>>34325110
You've been washed out of the gene pool by soft eugenics because you're a broken man. Whatever wounds you have are too much to heal on your own so they fester which has led you to this.

It's okay bro, it happens. I'm 26 and washed up and can't get any pussy that isn't a single mother or abusing hard drugs.

I mean that's not the only thing going on but that's me and it sounds like you. Honestly I don't know the answer to your question. It depends on personal circumstances. I know my circumstances will have me blowing my brains out in 5 years but I wish you luck and hope you fair better friend.

>>34326227
>Can't get laid
>Better blow my brains out

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>>34326227
Getting laid isn't really my issue. I could probably talk to some of the girls I see when I try to go out and get an easy fuck but I just don't enjoy it. Is it worth it to get help or should I just resign myself to neetdom