I hate to sound so desperate like this, but I'm lonely. So truly, deeply, lonely. It's been too long since I've held another human being. I miss the feeling of being next to someone, anyone, and wrapping my arms around them and cuddling until we fall asleep. It's not the same with my pillow. It doesn't have the same weight, you can't really hold it like you can hold a human being. It's no substitute for her. She loves me and swears she'll never give up on me, but my parents and her parents forbid our relationship. He hates me, I haven't talked to him in a long time, he still thinks I did something awful to him and refuses to forgive me. Nothing good ever comes my way, every relationship I've had has ended in sadness and lack of closure. I never enter a happy-go-lucky situation in my life where I can truly relax for a moment and ignore the total train wreck that is my life. It's only been a month since I slept with her, and 2 months since I slept with him, both so wonderful in a way words can't explain, but it feels like an eternity. Neither of them will come back to me, nor will any of the others.
I'm not unattractive, I swear on my mother. Men and women have told me I'm cute or attractive, I think of myself as a handsome male. I just can't find love. My school put me on medical leave because I was too depressed to even handle being in class, I consider it a small victory every day to get out of bed and eat breakfast. Nothing makes me happy anymore, not the music I play, not the video games, the browsing, the forums, the porn, none of it. This haze of depression I've lost myself it completely envelops me. There's no escaping it. All I want is someone to hold me and tell me it's going to be ok. Why didn't she remove her texts? Why did someone have to find them? Why did he change his mind about me? Why can't he forgive me? I'm at a loss.
>>34312898
>I've held a human being
get the fuck out you simpleton normie
>>34312961
i'm sorry. Please don't hurt me.
Here's a tip, if you seriously want to stop being lonely, you need to stop being so creepy, beta and desperate. You might think its part of your personality but its not.
>>34312898
> I miss the feeling of being next to someone, anyone, and wrapping my arms around them and cuddling until we fall asleep.
What does this feel like? Was it life changing after the first time?
>>34312898
source on pic?vittu vittu
>>34313755
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>>34312898
>he wrote an autistic wall of text expressing his despair about not having female contact
Welcome to the club.
I cuddle my pillow and have imaginary conversations with an imaginary idealized gf, but it gets harder and harder as i get older.
i guess some people just aren't happy with having waifus...but consider this. A daki/pillow doesn't:
>have super cold feet
>fart in bed
>fall ill and throw up on you in the middle of the night
>emit body odors that suffocate you
>get morning breath
>menstruate like crazy during her sleep
>fight for space and push you off the bed
Again, why would I want something lesser than a pillow?
>>34312898
>been too long since i held a human being
>she loves me and swear she'll never give up on me
>it's been a month since i slept with her
>it's been 2 month since i slept with him
>cute attractive handsome
>I was too depressed to handle class :'( :'(
>this haze of depression :'(
>hold me and tell me it's ok :'( :'(
oh boo fucking hoo how shitty of a life you have you fucking poet. It's been a month since you put your dick in the girl you love because her dad says no
what a greek fucking tragedy
feel free to indulge in self-pity and make poetic posts about your sad, sad life anywhere else, and get the fuck off this board
>>34312898
Text too long, put in a tl;dr maybe?
Anyway, if you want a hug, I would be your pillow if you're not hideous , but you'd have to be in Germany, which I doubt you are, since most of you guys tend to be burgers.
If you are in Germany though, we can meet up.
>>34314326
Close, Norway.
>>34315158
You want to hug someone or not?
Visit me.