http://pastebin.com/Upa3NFTy >ldr >not gf bf yet but

bump hhhhjkgf,

>>34307836
Yeah sorry anonymous not falling for that virus.

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I read your fucking blog now how exactly do you expect me or anyone else on this board to help you?

>>34308248
should I look for a gf that lives near me? Should I try socialising with girls now?
I really care about her and I wouldn't be a good bf for her since I live so far away and i am inexperienced. I also want to share my first time with someone's first time. I thought that the best thing to do is be her support and emotional crutch until she finds a good guy who will treat her well.

I'm being completely honest it's the number of boyfriends she's had. And I know I will regret this but I'm not mature enough to handle this at all. I can't deal with the fact that ill never satisfy her. Shell always be craving for more. I won't have sex with her and she'd want it eventually. She doesn't judge me yet im judging her. I don't think she's a slut at all but I don't feel special okay. And I can't be there for her. Is used goods a meme? omg wtf to I do? Do I wait it out and hope she gets bored of me? It's so strange because I flirt with her and tell her things that people would normally find disgusting and she doesn't care. I don't have to pretend im something I'm not. I don't have to act pua. But im not ready for a relationship. That doesn't mean I want casual sex but that I'm not mature enough. I'm expecting her to be this purr virgin wiafu when its impossible. ive found a genuine good person that I didn't know existed.

I just want her to be happy and how can she be happy with an insecure fucktarded neet?

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>>34308808
So do you want to date her or not? I'm getting mixed messages here.

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>being cucked by a 2000 year old book

>>34309134
it's the first girl who likes me and have ever had a conversation with.

I'm conflicted. On one hand she isn't a virgin so we can't share our first time together. It won't be special. I'd feel like another guy. The long distance too. What if in the very small chance I find a nice girl locally? I very much doubt it but I want virgin okay. I'm a virgin so why am I the asshole for wanting to spend my life with someone who is in the sane position?

I really care about this girl and most likely won't find a girl like her who is smart, mature and sweet. But it's the sex. I don't want sex. I to be someone's first and and their mine. I want her to be happy and she would be if she found a guy who's local to her. I fear that if I just stop talking to her or distance myself I'm not only bring shallow and judging her but that she'd find another guy who's abusive to her. I know I'm playing with her feelings because im confused.

It's the sex. I want to be with a virgin. I know I'm shallow and I'm not a "pure" (I fapped to tons and tons of degenerate porn bestiality etc) but I'm turning it around.

I don't want to date her bit I also don't want her to be abused. The sick thing is she isn't depressed about her past relationships and realises that what happened happened. But we've only known each other for a week and she's already falling for me. She doesn't even know what I look like! She's going to break and I can feel it and I won't be there to catch her. Fucking strange i know but I want her to friend zone me. Ditching her is not an option. Not at all.

Should I just keep doing what I'm doing and hope shed get bored of me?

she's 16 (inb4 ban I'm not gonna have sex with her at all, I can't anyway) but she has when she was 14/15 I think with an 18.

I don't want to judge her at all but she has issues I can't understand. I have issues and had them all throughout my teens and I've found God to help me overcome them. What I do now affects this girl's life.

>>34307836
Tell her you aren't interested in a relationship but you still want to be friends.

>>34310475
Virginity isn't some sacred thing. If you don't have sex in your early teens the chances of encountering a woman who is not only into you but also a virgin decrease drastically as you age.